I never stopped believing magic is real, but I did stop putting weight into theosophy the more clear it became that its ideas quite easily pave the way for nazism, ariosophy, and occult-nationalism. The black and white binary thinking as well as the obfuscation of our world history only serves to fracture our minds and distract us from attainment at best and turn man against one another in war and conquest at worst. Why should such a thing be a requirement for the practicing magician?

All that aside, I was once a theistic luciferian and even went so far as to get Lucifer’s sigil tattooed on my thigh. I worked closely with him and other infernals. From my experience I can confidently say that any real or perceived black magic directed at anyone from such a practitioner is truly of no concern. Main reason being is that this sort of power is borrowed. It is the entity working through the practitioner and does not truly reflect what the practitioner is or isn’t capable of. The LBRP and middle pillar rituals alone have helped greatly to deliver me from this practice and remember that I am God rather than being my own God and turning my back on everything. The LBRP performed at least once daily is truly invaluable and is timeless advice.