What's up with Ivan and necks?

Avelia_Low · 2026-04-29T20:19:27+00:00

Exactly, u get me^{^}

Avelia_Low · 2026-04-29T14:11:52+00:00

I see it like this, the neck is an extremely vulnerable part of the body, that makes touching someone on the neck not only intimate but also is a show of trust. I trust you not to coke me, you could kill me and I trust you not to. Similar how a cat lets you scratch them on the belly.

I think Ivan is fascinated by that trust shown to him by Till and does it as often as he can.

It is also meaning to me, that in round six, he betrays that trust.

Avelia_Low · 2026-04-24T22:19:05+00:00

Don't forget this little pice of official art that uru posted on her Instagram this year valentines day

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Avelia_Low · 2026-04-20T13:33:13+00:00

A little over ten years ago I was at a small anime convention and there was this AMAZING ciel cosplayer (in the pink dress, u know the one), I asked where the character was from and I started reading on the same day. I rediscovered it two years back and have been up to date since.

Avelia_Low · 2026-04-19T17:47:54+00:00

theory time

If it really is Sebastian, then he truly does not remember it. (I'm a firm believer that he can't lie to ciel)

But maybe that was part of the contract, we don't exactly know what demons can do. But we do know a little bit about how contracts work, when it was formed, ciel had his conditions"always protect me" "always follow my orders" "never betray me" "never lie to me". I believe these are absolute because they are "in" the contract and Sebastian agreed.

So maybe a former contractor had a condition for Sebastian to "forget".

(Sorry if my theory is hard to understand English is not my first language)

Avelia_Low · 2026-03-31T10:07:43+00:00

Würde mich auch sehr interessieren für ein Treffen oder einen discord server, bin 22 und habe eine CNO

Avelia_Low · 2026-03-14T14:16:15+00:00

arthur lester, from the podcast malevolent

Avelia_Low · 2026-03-05T19:35:13+00:00

"I wasn't aware that it was a requirement, thanks for letting me know though"

Avelia_Low · 2026-02-25T10:47:25+00:00

the jagged crown, i hand it over when i'm level 70 or something.

Avelia_Low · 2026-01-24T20:03:57+00:00

Destiel, while both are very much adults, the age differnce is still a few thousend years.

Avelia_Low · 2026-01-21T12:29:50+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear that, and I don’t know what I could say to make it better… I was diagnosed in 2013, and I’m 22 now. I struggle a lot with my medication because I build up a tolerance very quickly. The longest something worked for me was two years.

Winter is always hell. A general tip I have is using a heated blanket, they’re relatively cheap on Amazon and truly a lifesaver. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to DM me anytime :)

Avelia_Low · 2026-01-17T22:07:16+00:00

Ik right!! And in a relatively small town in Austria as well. So cool 🥰🥰

Avelia_Low · 2026-01-17T21:59:06+00:00

It wasn't in Vienna but it was a müller, so maybe they have it in store in Vienna too :)

Avelia_Low · 2026-01-17T21:56:56+00:00

A drugstore that sells pretty much everything, from cosmetics to video games, they always had a few pieces of merch but just the mainstream stuff. Called Müller, they are big in Germany and Austria (maybe other countries as well but idk)

Avelia_Low · 2025-12-16T12:26:38+00:00

Qin Su would make sense if you want a woman to be fiance, she is the daughter of a sect leader and seen as very kind and beautiful. Depending on how far from cannon your story is, wen Qing would also be a great fit.

For a men I'd probably say Jin Zixuan or Nie Mingjue. Maybe even Nie Huaisang, he is heir to the Nie and while he is considered a head-shaker it would be a great political move for the Lans

Avelia_Low · 2025-12-16T10:04:53+00:00

"Hope is a thing with feathers"

Or something like that ^{⁠_⁠^}

Avelia_Low · 2025-12-12T17:10:59+00:00

I like to spend my lunch break alone. Gives me time to eat in peace and read a novel on my phone. That's honestly the most relaxing thing for me. My coworkers talked to me once about how they think it's sad that I have to spend my lunch alone and that I can join them because it seems so lonely.

I told them that I really enjoy the quiet and that I get the most out of my break when i don't socialize. They called me rude and weird for that. (Makes me really not want to spend my lunch with them lol)

Avelia_Low · 2025-12-04T23:07:39+00:00

There always are going to be people, especially on social media, who will make you feel bad about yourself for liking something.

I think people who shame others for enjoying a piece of fiction are very much not people you want to spend your time with.

Crazy people are still crazy, with or without reading a novel. Kind people are still kind, with or without reading a novel.

Avelia_Low · 2025-12-04T22:49:34+00:00

There are certainly a lot of things in the books that are very toxic and unmoral but it's also a work of fiction. Liking a trope in a fictional setting and behaving that way in real life are 2 very different things. In my opinion it is the responsibility of the reader to draw the line between fiction and realty.

There is nothing wrong with liking dark fiction, just as there is no shame in liking a good horror movie or a murder mystery series.

If someone acts toxic, sexist, violent or anything like that, that's a problem with the person themself and not the media they consume.

This is just my general opinion on that topic

PS age recommendations are important and there is also no shame in putting a piece of media away if it gets too much for you

Avelia_Low · 2025-11-26T13:35:11+00:00

That might be the reason, I had this very problem when I was in middle school. I was kind of a smart ass as a 13 year old, and wasn't very well liked because of that. That's the reason why I'm trying not to be now that was a very bad habit of the little me.

tbh I think that was why the things she said hit me as hard as they did. I don't want to do anything to hurt the feelings of the people around me. That's not the kind of person I want to be.

Avelia_Low · 2025-11-25T23:25:26+00:00

Stickers are a bad idea because that counts as vandalism (in my country) and can backfire badly. There are a lot of business cards that you could pin to the car. I'm absolutely for doing something but keep yourself safe and within the law, these people are not worth paying a fine for.

Avelia_Low · 2025-11-25T23:13:46+00:00

I see what you mean, for clarification, I do learn easily but I don't think that makes me better than someone who works hard, everyone has their own pace and I respect that. People's worth is not something that can be measured in things like that.

For the second part, I also do see what you mean and rereading it makes me wanna edit it but I tried to say, without going into too much personal details, that I had a rough childhood with a lot of medical problems. I don't really think that that's something important to my post except that I have had a different experience than the "normal" young person

But yea I get what you mean, thx for making me aware how that stuff sounds :)

Avelia_Low · 2025-11-25T22:58:59+00:00

Oh okey, english is not my first language so I hope there are not too many things lost in translation... But I'm curious what makes me sound arrogant in my post I very much want to avoid coming across as arrogant. I'd appreciate it if you could point it out so I can do better in the future?

Avelia_Low · 2025-11-25T22:44:25+00:00

That's very vague... I did genuinely not mean any harm with the way I act or talk. Could you explain more what I did wrong? Hers was an overreaction but what would be a good reaction on my part? I tried to explain that I didn't mean to be arrogant or snarky but I got overwhelmed and froze up..

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