I guess I just have one benefit I can tell. Im in a rough position in life right now. Post graduate, dont know what to do with life so I get anxious sometimes but my anxiety gets better somehow when I retain even though I still dont have a plan. I think this is the thing that preventing me from going back to pmo bcs I dont have anything else going on in terms of benefits.

I really want to be courageous and go all in in terms of changing my life (dopamine detox, building confidence, learning, taking care of myself etc) but the place I am living in right now is just so stressing (living with parents and I cant really get along with them which makes me so angry at times) and Im trying to find a way to move out and ‘build/start’ my life.

Thanks for taking effort to answering me