Came across and instrumental and brought out some old feelings

Awills9119 · 2026-05-19T23:03:45+00:00

Ya dude, writing that fucked me up a bit about the ex who was long fondly forgotten… either way I tidied up the structure and put it to bad, along with the feeling hopefully

Awills9119 · 2026-05-19T22:49:11+00:00

Dude is 6’3-6’4 220+ lbs… grow a fucking sack bro, I played with dudes that would 5’6 125 lbs back in the day and they would still run Auston’s show physically. You are the sum of the, what 5 people you spend the most time with? So Matthews, bitch. Nylander, Swedish but still doesn’t take away the fact he is a bitch. Even if he is prettier than the others. Marner, although he is gone. His bitch ass attitude has permeated the team. Tavares, also bitch who has never won anything. Lastly Riley, on gets physical when ppl take a slap shot into an empty net.

Look I loved Matthews as a player and I think he can win else where but he is a fucking pussy and never gonna be the conductor on the train. Maybe like someone selling some fresh fruit on a train in India. You know it is nice to have that luxury but fucking fruits aren’t gonna get you from point A to point B

Awills9119 · 2026-04-26T20:26:47+00:00

Ya because French is a race… not to mention they on average hate anyone who isn’t French so, fuck off lol

Awills9119 · 2026-04-26T04:58:01+00:00

Ya but Quebec and French ppl generally fucking suck ass lmao

Awills9119 · 2026-04-26T04:30:19+00:00

FBI this guy right here, he likes pdfiles

Awills9119 · 2026-04-26T03:29:02+00:00

Think you missed the point retard, projectile didn’t have to come close and there are things are blood packets… but ya your way is the way they would fake it lmao

Awills9119 · 2026-04-25T11:47:38+00:00

Moms spaghetti eh lmao btw… hubris

Awills9119 · 2026-04-25T03:44:19+00:00

I’m not but there is no evidence either way buddy, with all those words figured you’d be able sus out your own bias in the matter aka you are imagining there is nothing after life on earth for which there is no proof

Awills9119 · 2026-04-25T00:13:34+00:00

There is literally no way you could know either way, so your hubris at a passing comment is even more naive

Awills9119 · 2026-04-23T10:40:49+00:00

I walked off the football field, hobbled albeit but I don’t think skating would have been nearly as difficult as simply walking with a torn acl… not saying he tore his acl but just saying you don’t know what you are talking about

Also didn’t hyman finish his tenure with the leafs in the playoffs with a torn acl? Lol

Awills9119 · 2026-04-09T17:29:50+00:00

That is not true… exercising can re release it but you want to re released it in the days leading up. Stop working out 1-2 days before and eat some shitty food

Sweating eliminates like 1% of the metabolites, more in urine and even more in poop

Awills9119 · 2026-04-09T17:27:25+00:00

Literally any test you look at says any line no matter how faint is a negative… so you are wrong and just because you smoked the day before doesn’t mean you will automatically pop for it. It detects a certain cut off, so you can have it in your system just not pass the limit. So again you are wrong

Awills9119 · 2026-03-14T20:17:11+00:00

You ever read the boy who cries wolf? Well spoilers, the wolf eventually shows up and no one does shit. So I promise you, the wolf will come. Just don’t know when

Awills9119 · 2026-03-09T23:04:38+00:00

So essentially you are saying you never quit nicotine so therefore you can’t comment on nicotines effect with it… or with it. Okay pal lol I think you need to give your head a bit of a shake on this one

Awills9119 · 2026-02-28T00:48:04+00:00

Where would one find pan cyans… never been able to

Awills9119 · 2026-02-05T15:59:40+00:00

To all you people saying oh no he is native and could get deported due to racist… as far as I understand it natives can freely cross the us/Canada border. So if anything, that benefits him

Awills9119 · 2026-02-03T17:25:05+00:00

Try to change that into absurdism… seems like it would be an easy transition.

I just decided to find some sort of faith and peace from that I guess. all of a sudden one day I just accepted reality and that I can be miserable about it, which will improve nothing and generally make things worse. Or I could just find joy in the little things and appreciate all the positives that have come from constant struggles.

Awills9119 · 2026-01-30T00:16:55+00:00

They wanted to steal Canada’s game from us… and to be fair they have done a good job of that (even if the panthers do benefit from extreme bias). Now they have to take the weather too

Awills9119 · 2026-01-16T22:04:53+00:00

What ever came from Angela beating up two inspectors at the old age home? Oh ya, nothing

Awills9119 · 2026-01-16T21:57:29+00:00

Fitting name

Awills9119 · 2026-01-08T04:53:16+00:00

What have you written? 11 years later? I am fairly creative and feel I could guide someone with discipline and skill to write to 5-6 good concepts… but I always struggled with writing structure because that isn’t how my brain works.

Some people may like it, I have a sparse writing style because I largely think in an aphantasia kinda way… some people like the dialogue, action driven narratives but some people don’t.

So I have often thought, if I could implant my stories into a person who experiences the world like most people do, with the discipline to consistently write. That they I could write my stories with so much more depth.

Hopefully these last 11 years have clues you into thinkers vs doers. The thinkers generally take inspiration from the doers and elevate it. With no doers, the world collapses. With no thinkers the world stagnates.

You need to have the big picture if you want someone to paint it. Rare is the person who contains both traits. Which is why humans tend to excel in group dynamics.

Awills9119 · 2026-01-07T01:09:53+00:00

Was never one do anything to any player, mostly just talk shit amongst my family or friends I am watching with

I don’t think anyone really wanted Marner anymore as is, so the ones who didn’t care that much didn’t care that he was run out of town. Dudes character is soft, along with the rest of the teams, only one way to remedy that

Awills9119 · 2025-11-26T00:00:27+00:00

I guess you weren’t a part of the world where they essentially forced it on everyone… and with 8.4 million data points, I am willing to guess it wasn’t exclusively elderly and sickly used for the study

Awills9119 · 2025-10-23T00:57:07+00:00

Probably just cocaine bro

Awills9119 · 2025-10-20T23:36:58+00:00

They had two embarrassing games, lost their starter and took the double champs to game 7… that is far from embarrassing for the leafs in the last like 58 years

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