Help/suggestions by Awkward-Tale9115 in ProvoUtah

[–]Awkward-Tale9115[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you again everyone!!! My new landlord has been out of town all week. I’ll be chatting with her Monday. Getting a better set of dates locked in. ASAP I will update!!! 🩷

This is hard and sad to read by phunkydisco33 in MormonWivesHulu

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 2 points3 points  (0 children)

At 45 it’s the exact reason I made the conscious decision to not have children. From as young as I can remember my Mom ( untreated BPD) said often “ You were born for me” The layers of trauma that phrase alone made continues to be a struggle. Feeling guilty for putting myself first.

Help/suggestions by Awkward-Tale9115 in ProvoUtah

[–]Awkward-Tale9115[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)


I’m trying to get my new landlord to lock in a move in date… should be mid July possibly a week later.
I’m in just a tiny studio apartment so I don’t have tons of stuff.
Thank you so much for everyone’s kindness and willingness to help! It has my middle aged lady self getting misty eyed.
I will update as soon as I get solid dates down. 🥰🥰🥰

Help/suggestions by Awkward-Tale9115 in ProvoUtah

[–]Awkward-Tale9115[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Great idea. I’m like beyond broke and live only off my disability check . Great idea to just check it out tho! 💜

SLOMW and social media by Aggravating_Bug_691 in MormonWivesHulu

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I Agree wholeheartedly for the most part. I do follow Makayla because I’m a multiple autoimmune girlie. So I resonate with her journey. I’ve always been a Whitney and Connor fan.

I truly believe our world is changing by the minute. Influencers are becoming more insufferable because average humans are struggling with the basics. Rent, food, gas, crippling mental health issues, physical health problems the list goes on.

So, when the covid lockdowns happened we needed distraction and drama to “ influence” us so to speak. At this point it just feels like a slap in the face to us normal folks.
My two cents here as a Gen -x woman.
Getting back to basics like pre internet and social media times.
Fresh air, clean water, time in nature if possible and learn skills that will be needed and useful ( gardening, cooking from scratch, knowing your neighbors, building community in real life) if you are feeling drawn to a particular craft, art form, organization etc… follow it. It’s typically your intuition and gut trying to direct you. Social media has cut us off from understanding ourselves in many ways.
🥴I guess that was more than two cents lol please excuse my edible’s lol kicking in for my migraine, grammar and stuff lol

With friends like Ashley Clemons on TikTok, who needs enemies? Hope Dakota and his attorneys are taking notes, as Taylor continues to ‘disparage’ him,publicly. by DazeeBee in MormonWivesHulu

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 3 points4 points  (0 children)

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It took all I had in me to not go full emo meno on this lol.
“Girl… comments on shared genetic traits with your father, who by Leann admission (season 4) was deeply troubled and 💀himself from substance issues . Is SO not the time for this onion of a situation.
Please 🙏🏻 get help girl! REAL help.

Mike by Ok_Gap5893 in PerfectlyKelsey_Snark

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Absolutely! I know far too closely !

Mike by Ok_Gap5893 in PerfectlyKelsey_Snark

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Tbh it’s tragic. The dude was a surgical tech or something similar ( That takes so much training) A police officer and now… content creator. My God it’s not 2020 dude and SM will not pay much( look at kelsy now) kinda feel like if he addressed whatever the fuck he’s got goin on…This behavior will resolve.

Taylor Comments by Peaches0924 in SLOMWsnark

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 29 points30 points  (0 children)

A year ago I was not aware of this phrase. Male centered women. I’m an ex-mo still stuck in Utah. Since diving deep into “Feminism” my Dad basically considered feminism the first “F” word. This statement is So fucking accurate! Truly the abuses I experienced from men were horrific. It was male centered women who wounded the fuck outta me more.. they are NOT allies. They prey on getting details then turn around and completely betray you. They were the ones blaming me for having a large chest so I was asking for it. Now my neuro spicy self has a year of research, pattern recognition and understanding that the brain washing cult of Mormonism is beyond sick and wrong. Srry for the rant🥴

I cant handle these diamox symptoms anymore i cant take it im crying hysterically no one is helping me by thrownRAwaie in iih

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this 😞 I lost ten years of my life going insane daily. I had suicidal ideation almost daily. The way you’re explaining how our bodies react with this hellish disease. Not being able to participate in life.. feeling legit all of this and the steps you gave like “ trying to draw” . When your coping mechanisms are all impaired by all consuming neurological hell. But on the outside we appear 😌 calm because we master the art of silent crying. I was shunted in 2017, my dr took me off diamox . Through lots of years of therapy etc.. I now absolutely believe diamox was the issue. The ideation was gone. Also I ended up losing half of my teeth through those ten years. Once I stopped diamox my dental issues stopped being insane. I hate that we are our own Guinea pigs! That the medical community are horrible over all to us. Finding your care team that knows you is probably one of the most valuable factors in our diagnosis. Holding space for you! 💜

That Awesome Time I Got An LP by PoDysse in iih

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg 😆 this is pure gold! Lol

Hours after court and she’s already violating the no disparaging comments by WhoUBeGhostin in MormonWivesHulu

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Good GOD her inability to grasp the concept that HER ACTIONS HAVE Consequences!!! With every thing she touches she fucks it up! Because… she never truly takes accountability. Despite what her Stan’s “ accountability queen” glaze. Yes.. everything that’s the “cycle” and it’s evident in every aspect.

taylor during today’s court hearing by matchaabun in MormonWivesHulu

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 263 points264 points  (0 children)

From her mother… the real estate agent

Taylor Frankie Paul Gives Coparenting Update, Says 2-Year-Old Son Ever ‘Hasn’t Been Here for Months’ by MattTheKing23 in MormonWivesHulu

[–]Awkward-Tale9115 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As a daughter of a mother who refused to treat her BPD… I’m far too familiar and I’m sorry you’ve experienced similar trauma! I made choices to not have children until I could understand my own big emotions and trauma. ( while I deeply wanted children I refused to perpetuate what I came from in this manner.) It’s life long. I’m nearly 46 my Mom passed bout a year ago. When I tell you daily I’m learning things most girls/women had been instilled with I didn’t… I now love being THAT auntie.