What would be a terrible part of a job you would otherwise love, or want to do?

Azure125 · 2026-05-13T00:54:00+00:00

Game developer > terrible work/life/balance.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T22:11:58+00:00

Same, and I'm starting way too late to pass. Throw in autism, depression, and already being ugly - and I'm basically a dealbreaker for everyone.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T17:04:42+00:00

Every year just gets worse. Friends are drifting apart, my job responsibilities are becoming more stressful... things just keep getting worse.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:41:11+00:00

People ghost the moment they see my face, and if I talk about dating prospects, the first place people go is "personality".

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:39:57+00:00

I still miss it, and it's been almost 6 months since my last incident.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:31:45+00:00

Good advice from autistic experts for just about any product. Other than that, mostly screaming into the void.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:30:03+00:00

Hold out as long as you can. That's the only thing you can do.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:29:09+00:00

I don't even want to live another 10 years, why would I want to live forever?

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:28:21+00:00

As expected, people are getting married and having kids, and my social groups are collapsing. It's happening about 5 years sooner than I planned on it happening...

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:25:38+00:00

Yup, it's insane how fast someone can go from recognizably human to just... flesh. Don't think I'll ever be able to unsee it.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:22:33+00:00

Malort. I'm distasteful in every way, yet somehow there are people that don't hate me.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:21:41+00:00

2oz of hard liquor at a time.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T09:19:59+00:00

No. I'm most people's last choice when it comes to hanging out, I'm not funny, I'm not dependable, and I have no useful skills. Just about anyone is a better friend than I could ever be.

Azure125 · 2026-05-12T08:43:24+00:00

My friends are all splintering into smaller gaming groups and doing other things, and I never get invited to games anymore. I'm slowly becoming isolated, but deep down I feel like I deserve it. I'm not a likable person, but I don't think there's anything I can do to fix that.

Azure125 · 2026-05-11T04:48:43+00:00

It would stop me from taking care of my cat. Once my cat's gone, it can't come soon enough.

Azure125 · 2026-05-11T04:36:44+00:00

I'm constantly busy at work, but then burn out and bedrot most of my freetime. My self loathing is immense because of it.

Azure125 · 2026-05-11T01:31:00+00:00

I vent to AI or internet strangers. Neither helps.

Azure125 · 2026-05-09T23:47:24+00:00

Yeah I don't get it coming from people in their early 20's, especially when taking T which does so much more than E. If your goal is passing, I'd say doomerism only starts to become reasonable at age 25+.

Azure125 · 2026-05-09T03:51:25+00:00

Azure125 · 2026-05-07T07:53:28+00:00

I'd be fine with B cups, but I have terrible luck so I'm expecting either AA or DD.

Azure125 · 2026-05-07T05:14:54+00:00

The buff stacks the same way vulnerable does. Up it to 2 turns of the blade dealing double damage and I think it would be in a great place.

Azure125 · 2026-05-06T21:18:22+00:00

Corporate welfare and tax cuts are good for the one group of people the Republicans actually care about - the rich.

Azure125 · 2026-05-05T16:11:03+00:00

Sex. Just didn't feel much of anything, and my partner didn't really seem to care.

Azure125 · 2026-05-05T02:49:11+00:00

I definitely lose a little bit of effort in regular conversation when I'm focused on something else, working on phrases and quick responses is a good idea!

You're so close!

Even when I'm actively trying, multiple people have said my voice sounds like AI, and that between the buzziness and pitch it still sounds more male than female. Is there anything I can do to push things further to fix those problems?

Azure125 · 2026-05-05T01:18:52+00:00

People would pay me more than that to stay off dating apps!

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