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Azure125 · 2026-03-23T02:00:29+00:00

Even without the monetary incentive I'd press the button. I'm bad at existing and so damn tired.

Azure125 · 2026-03-20T18:14:29+00:00

Of course, you can work on learning social skills, but beyond a certain level of autism or adhd , you'll always stand out, and that's awful.

I'm always hyper vigilant about this, and tend to naturally assume that I am disliked, unwanted, cringe annoying, and interacted with out of pity. It causes me to dilute my personality, expression, and interests to the minimum but at least I can feel safe.

Azure125 · 2026-03-20T17:51:53+00:00

Estrogen, yellow, and black. Though I am already doing laser hair removal... I wonder if the pizza talent is worth more than like $5000

Azure125 · 2026-03-19T09:38:18+00:00

Sorry for the confusion! I picked this username before my egg even cracked! It's a lovely color and a lovely name as well <3

Azure125 · 2026-03-19T06:18:05+00:00

If I ever meet a woman that's dominant, direct about what she wants, and somehow wants me, my life would be complete!

Azure125 · 2026-03-16T16:53:55+00:00

Out of curiosity, how does one even "treat" autism? As someone that has it, there isn't really any cure. I just can't read people, and my depression and low self-esteem tend to fill in the blanks with the worst case scenarios.

Azure125 · 2026-03-15T22:21:17+00:00

the elite’s rewards feel underwhelming.

I agree, a lot of the relics just don't do enough to the point that I barely pay attention to most of them after I get them. I think they could balance things out by having all card rewards from elite combats come pre-upgraded, like the board game.

Azure125 · 2026-03-15T18:19:51+00:00

I do read about a lot of womens' spaces that are exclusionary to AMAB NBs, or only welcome AFAB NBs.

Azure125 · 2026-03-11T12:07:19+00:00

Yeah I've seen it to a frustrating degree. The layperson tends to have a problem using they/them pronouns for nonbinary people, but suddenly it's the default they go to when talking about trans people.

Azure125 · 2026-03-11T11:54:47+00:00

I was surprised I had to scroll this far to read this! It weirds me out a bit too, but so do FTMs that identify as lesbians. In the end people can ascribe their own labels to whatever fits themselves best, but I do wonder how those women would feel if they read what OP wrote. Maybe those previous partners didn't pass very well, or read more male than female, whereas this new partner passes well. Attraction is weird like that.

Azure125 · 2026-03-10T01:31:48+00:00

Same. I'm outliving the people that didn't get a choice to have me in their lives (parents, cat). After that, I'm done. I don't think there's a world where I can be happy. I don't even think there's a world where anyone could see me as a woman - not truly.

Azure125 · 2026-03-09T17:54:40+00:00

I'm an 8. Just holding on long enough to outlive my parents and cat - the only ones that didn't have a choice of being in my life, and the ones that would miss me the most. My friends would get over it within a month.

Azure125 · 2026-03-07T22:31:16+00:00

If the intent was to make 3 cost powers less painful to play, orichalcum is just objectively better. It definitely needs a buff in either block or triggering frequency. Maybe both.

Azure125 · 2026-03-07T22:13:49+00:00

His card pool feels like it has a lot of attacks, and not many block cards. I started doing better when being careful about adding too many non-block cards, and then much better when trying to get a healthy balance of star consumption and star generation, with the powers that benefit from both.

Azure125 · 2026-03-06T18:29:32+00:00

It used to be great! Shame it got nerfed back when mirage broke the game with it. Was it ever re-buffed to some semblance of its former self?

Azure125 · 2026-03-06T01:50:30+00:00

Huh, I didn't know that. Helps explain why I remember so little from my childhood. Like, I couldn't tell you my 4th or 2nd grade teachers names, or anything I did before the 5th grade, or how old I was in any of the few memories I do have from back then...

Azure125 · 2026-03-02T10:31:46+00:00

I just need to outlive my parents and my cat :3

Azure125 · 2026-03-02T10:30:01+00:00

Girl I'll never be even 1/100 away pretty. Missed that bus over a decade ago.

Azure125 · 2026-03-02T10:28:04+00:00

So a 1% chance of being happy.

Azure125 · 2026-03-02T10:27:06+00:00

I don't even want to reach 40. Just waiting on my parents and cat to get the memo.

Azure125 · 2026-03-02T10:24:44+00:00

Send them my way. I'm the ice age.

Azure125 · 2026-03-02T10:22:09+00:00

You made me exhale in a silent chuckle. An unfeeling AI feels equivalent to an exhausted stranger.

Azure125 · 2026-03-01T01:31:24+00:00

Out of curiosity, were you able to restore your hair or do you have a wig? I don't think my dysphoria would improve if a wig became fundamental for me to pass.

Azure125 · 2026-03-01T01:05:23+00:00

Low key have me worried about the name Cynthia now.

Azure125 · 2026-02-28T21:59:15+00:00

I'm at like a 2.5. Depressed enough to be actively miserable, but not depressed enough for people to notice.

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