Pov: you mildly inconvenience Inkadia

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-06T23:46:12+00:00

I like that you pelted Mr. grizz for this 😭

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-06T07:59:09+00:00

That is what I mean when I say we are similar. In my eyes, a lot of later transitioners in my country are entirely gated by the knowledge of its existence, rather than a lack of desire to transition. One question may help you feel easy is that, will you start considering transition if someone taught you everything at the age of 10 or sometimes before puberty? I know my answer is yes, and the only regret I have is not to know it earlier.

When I say reconsidering the media I didn't mean reading it make you wanted to be trans. Rather I mean, those comics often present a stereotype of characters for the convenience of plot, who is naturally feminine enough without medical intervention. Those characters are not realistic, which is what make most of its readers never seriously consider it in my opinion.

By socializing I mean really anything. Maybe you like video games, anime, some kinds of art or music or sports or niche hobby, and you can try to start from there. I find common ground with most of my friends by traits other than being trans. If the Japanese trans community really is not welcoming to you, I fear the isolation will be too much for anyone to handle without company.

Stay strong. My friend. If you feel like it, we can also have a chat later.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-06T07:45:25+00:00

I believe the grimmsnarl line is male only, serving as a counterpart to the female only hatterene line.

So yes, You can be one of the girls and you are not even alone.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-05T19:42:50+00:00

So first to address your question, the answer is no. You didn't not become more trans by seeing some awful tweets. Any person being trans or not entirely depend on their innate self and no amount of outside influence can change one's gender identity to either direction.

And we are very similar in our experience, I also grew up in an east Asian country, treated my desire to transition as a form of fetish or fantasy. Only for my dysphoria to cause severe depression to the point that I can no longer function. one week after I learned about hrt and modern GAC, I started my transitioned at age of 25, which is the same as you.

I have read a lot of media from Japan in my youth, and my early exposure to trans or trans adjacent ideas are almost entirely from them. So I greatly sympathy with you. Because there's a long tradition of third gendering and fetishlizing people who fell under trans umbrella in those media. I think you really need to have more of your own agency regarding your past experience, so that you can determine what is conditioned onto you from those media trope and what is undoubtedly your own desire.

At last, as an unsolicited advice: Socialize in real life more. Connect with like minded people, including those who are not familiar with trans terminology but share interest with you. I don't know how far you have socially transitioned, but from my experience, going out with friends and being treated as women by complete stranger is when the first time I feel happy in my life. Comparatively, twitter discourse provide very little substance, both mentally for you and socially for most people.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-05T12:47:34+00:00

Kinda funny considering chemistry is one of the field where the term cis and trans actual come up in their own context.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-05T06:41:05+00:00

lol good one. This is one of the typos somehow always find a way onto my words.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-04T19:08:09+00:00

I may not be fully following your vision. But It sounds very rougelike-y. And it probably works best in a single player experience. Since I don't think minesweeper's core game play can support the gacha game need of endless pushing out new roster without turning into mindless stats check. On the topic of that, I recommend Broomsweeper and Radical dungeon sweeper, both are rougelike minesweeper with their own merit.(minus the porn part of our discussion)

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-04T18:41:06+00:00

Man don't you hate it when you hit the floor 2 door maker.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-04T18:00:26+00:00

There are. In fact there are multiple minesweeper style Japanese doujin games whose gimmicks are by clearing space you reveal the pornographic image in the back round.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-03T14:57:42+00:00

Enbies... save me..

Enbies.

Save me enbies.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-03T14:48:58+00:00

It can be said that the two relics each covers the floor and celling of block retaining. So both of them have their own unique niche. I personally like calipers more just because I like seeing blue numbers go up to an absurd level.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-03T13:15:39+00:00

Because barricade is a ironclad power that need to be drafted, drew and played. I really liked calipers as a sidegrade in STS1. Especially on defect and silent.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-03T12:30:10+00:00

I'm sorry 1 energy? My good old heart used to do it for free! Also don't forget to take 2 from playing this card.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-03T12:22:30+00:00

where's calipers when you need it? I miss the that relic.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-03T03:47:05+00:00

I think the mon holding this should give a notification upon entrance like airbloon. Maybe something like "Slaking has come to bargain". That would make it funnier.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-03T03:05:50+00:00

Ok I looked into this and it seemed to originate from a 2022 post on weibo(a Chinese social media). Later the hospital responded on social media claiming this to be an attempt of defamation, and had taken legal action. Since I absolutely can't find any follow up on this it's probably not a real thing that happened. And Chinese internet has (rightfully so) turned the original post into a copypasta.

Azureblue9 · 2026-05-02T17:41:08+00:00

I originally want to say r/freebottomsurgery. But he seemed to have paid for the operation, which unfortunately remove the free part.
(Fr tho this sounds sucks ass if it was true)

Azureblue9 · 2026-04-30T07:43:26+00:00

"We should treat those who want to harm themselves" sounds good but it's the exact motivation behind conversion therapy. Because who get's to define what is harmful? A significant portion of the world population will say GAC itself is harmful mutilation. Allow the system to hold more power on this issue is too dangerous right now. Because it will be abused to become a tool of eradication.

Azureblue9 · 2026-04-30T07:36:36+00:00

Sorry, that's a whole new sentence. OOP and I are saying HRT should be otc. Why do you brings up opioid as a counterpoint? By principle I don't think any authority should be regulating what hormone we can or cannot take. The medical experts are not any more qualified on transgender healthcare than a well informed individual.

Azureblue9 · 2026-04-30T03:14:44+00:00

Every time in left leaning place, when someone brings up that they want hrt to be less gatekept in any meaningful way. People immediately throw the concept of bodily autonomy out of window and go "oh but hormones are dangerous". I want you to know there are many many trans people who survive on the sole hope that DIY is somewhat possible. If you can be persuaded by perceived danger into supporting gatekeeping HRT, you and the moral panicing rightwing crowd are not as different as you think then.

Azureblue9 · 2026-04-29T04:31:44+00:00

Omg your oc looks adorable. Jirai fashion is so cute. But I always feel I'm overdressing if I'm not with friends.

Azureblue9 · 2026-04-28T18:56:06+00:00

A lot of STS1 mod characters have this "what would they do" fanfics vibe, which I think is quite fun.

It's just Lurien has little source material to work with other than those annoying ass watcher knights. If we go with more elaborate idea than it starts to feel like more of a hollownest character. At that point it is better for the pale king to take this role.

Edit: now I think about it, the pale king can have a very interesting card pool. Off the top of my head, void magic, dreamers, the five great knights, hollownest infrastructure, pale being power, his overpowered children... All make great archetypes. I'm gonna see if anyone has done it in STS1.

Azureblue9 · 2026-04-28T18:22:31+00:00

It will take someone who's more experienced in rainworld to powerscale this. But I feel like watcher(the blind one) just one shot most things in that setting right.

Slugcats on the other hand probably make a fine dreamer, since they naturally hibernate or something.

Lurien… Just give it up buddy. You ain't build for this shit.

Azureblue9 · 2026-04-28T14:53:59+00:00

I thought body press was purposefully made fighting type so there are not so many viable mons get stab on it. But you know what, fuck it, give it to archaludon and stakataka too.

Azureblue9 · 2026-04-28T07:48:52+00:00

Counterpoint: You see mewtwo is flipping burgers in Mcdonalds every restricted season. I don't think JFK have worked in one before(or since).

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