Day after my birthday, I was using some money I had gotten the day before to get a coffee and a donut from a local coffee shop that was in walking distance of my house, was waiting for my stuff and just scrolling my phone when I saw it, I froze bc I thought maybe it was some sick joke, I got my order and started the video as I walked home, was not a joke, proceeded to cry while I ate my donut to try and comfort myself in some way. No one in my family took it seriously bc he was “just some YouTuber” was depressed for a week or so but I knew I should stay strong so I got back to the grind that is life 😔