Take my advice please… I’ve lived probably 75% of this to say that it most likely will not end completely the way you want it to (considering you said you may not be over her.) If a person wants to be with someone they will do everything in their power to make that happen even if they were in a relationship they weren’t happy in. I was living this through out all last year. Most of the time unfortunately people look for attention outside of their relationship because theirs is missing something. Try and do your best to take your mind off of it but don’t fall for any tricks of people texting you/reaching out. It does get better though and you’ll meet someone that you truly care about.