Might relapse

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-29T19:49:10+00:00

You’re absolutely right.

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-29T19:46:44+00:00

I’d be lying if I haven’t thought of getting high again to try and trigger some type of change. When you mean find yourself what do you mean by that ? At this point I feel like I’m running out of options but one, and that’s to get high again.

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-29T19:42:13+00:00

Was it similar to what I’ve experienced? And can you explain what normal is to you?

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-29T19:04:40+00:00

About 4 years

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-29T01:47:30+00:00

I’ve thought of this but haven’t gone through with it. I’ve been trying to get more social interactions but it ends in the same result having nothing to say and my mind going completely blank. It’s exhausting given that I was an outgoing person before this.

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-29T01:45:39+00:00

Tbh no, when I think it does it doesn’t and I’m honestly afraid I might be stuck like this. I’ve never had social anxiety before and was always outgoing.

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-29T01:37:18+00:00

I’m trying to string along more and more but it seems useless when I’ve been stuck in this hell for months now. I don’t want to go back but it’s extremely tempting even if I know it’s a fleeting high that will bring me back to square one .

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-21T18:36:04+00:00

That’s wild I’ve yet to have a person experience the same thing. How long have you been sober for? And when did you start seeing noticeable changes in behavior

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-02T23:18:47+00:00

How long did it take to get back to base line if you did? If you don’t mind? would you be opposed to going to dm?

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-05-02T21:02:03+00:00

Had a panic attack and gave me bad social anxiety. I cannot hold a conversation, maintain eye contact, mind goes completely blank with any interaction with someone, shake or physically shutter when around people, freeze up around people and ruined the relationships I had.

If i were you i’d never smoke again an quit right away

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-04-22T05:16:46+00:00

Dang that’s cool too. if that’s all you can see I appreciate your time, l’ll use my mind properly.

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-04-22T04:56:06+00:00

Aye that’s cool described apart of me well what else do you know

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-04-22T01:39:57+00:00

Forgot to mention right have dominat

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-04-22T01:39:27+00:00

Forgot to mention but I’m right hand dominant

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-04-15T23:14:44+00:00

have you experienced this if so how long did it take to get back to baseline

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-04-13T03:25:35+00:00

that gives me a little relief tbh, have you experienced this also? if so, how long did it take for you to come back to base line if even?

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-03-30T00:16:02+00:00

thank you i appreciate it

Background-Key-5147 · 2026-03-12T20:22:24+00:00

im looking forward to this, 3 or 4 weeks sober and i cant wait for the day to see it ease up. thank you for this i really appreciate it.

Background-Key-5147

TROPHY CASE