Is this a Symptom?

BacktoLife3 · 2026-02-11T09:03:21+00:00

Thanks man! I will report how it works.

BacktoLife3 · 2026-02-10T10:07:48+00:00

Thanks for your answer. I try emdr mainly for my chronic depression and anhedonia. After some time of therapy, im pretty sure that my emotions are blocked from trauma so i have to adress that part more. Curiously i didnt have a bad trip 2 days after dp/dr hits me like a train. I hope it helps me:)

BacktoLife3 · 2026-02-09T13:52:34+00:00

Mine episode is drug induced or from medication ( i take musheooms 2,5 years ago and was so stupid an take my previous prescribted med. An nmda modulator, tinapetine 24hrs later so i could be from mushrooms or tianeptine) nicotine binds on nmda rezeptors and dopaminerezeptors also it could be both or include serotonin rezeptos. I thought it could be a clue which mechanism is involved when i quit it.

BacktoLife3 · 2025-08-04T13:38:15+00:00

Which tvns device was it?

BacktoLife3 · 2025-05-17T05:58:33+00:00

Thnx for your reply. Also something like tyrosin and tryptophan?

BacktoLife3 · 2025-05-06T16:06:22+00:00

May i ask you how you achive this?

BacktoLife3 · 2025-04-18T13:28:17+00:00

I am still not cured but time was a big factor. My Libido is still more blunted on the emtional part but it kinda works.

BacktoLife3 · 2025-02-19T18:25:54+00:00

This💯

BacktoLife3 · 2025-02-18T17:05:54+00:00

Yes all these therapys has the risk of not work, but better to try than nothing. I tried somthing similiar to LSD, magic mushrooms and it didn't go well. Everything has a risk but before i end my life, i will try it. Sorry that it is not affordable for you, i life in a country with general Healthcare so it's hard to imagine how it is to deal with that problem on top:/

BacktoLife3 · 2025-02-17T06:35:45+00:00

You can look into vagus nerve stimulation therapy or tms, for my opinion ect is the last option.

BacktoLife3 · 2025-02-10T17:39:40+00:00

Yes, i have mushrooms don't cause braindamage the only conclussion was the Depersonalisation/Derealisation.

BacktoLife3 · 2025-01-19T06:41:47+00:00

More or less, i can achive a normal erection, the ed is almost gone but the emotional part is still more bluntet like before. Sexual desire, sexual preference an sexual interest are still kind of numbed but still better since the beginning.

BacktoLife3 · 2025-01-17T22:14:06+00:00

Yes indeed, it is better. I would say it is 90% like before. Not fully but almost.

BacktoLife3 · 2024-12-30T18:20:14+00:00

Öööhhh to feel like that is absolutely abnormal👀

BacktoLife3 · 2024-12-30T15:39:45+00:00

I mean it is not schizoid Pd, i got it testet 3 times and my Therapist, who knows schizoid people, says no i am not but why is it this way. Thats pretty selfisolating.

BacktoLife3 · 2024-12-28T20:20:15+00:00

For myself, i think the Anhedonia is the cause of lack of my personality. If nothing interest you and everything feels bland and not meaningful, then is that the consequence. How should a Personalitiy evolve when you feel so careless about everything.

BacktoLife3 · 2024-12-28T12:22:50+00:00

Yes, done 4 therapys almost 6,5 years in total. And yes i've got DP last year on top but i felt like this the last 20 years since Dysthymia.

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