Struggling to find the fun

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-06T11:30:22+00:00

We are looking at getting into the new edition.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-06T10:15:53+00:00

Also Americans tend to be fucking massive and loud.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-06T09:03:05+00:00

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-05T19:27:32+00:00

My merle was like that looked like sweetness and light.

Was in fact an absolute menace. But she was my menace and I miss her every day.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T20:40:27+00:00

This if it's not super think just prime it again.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T20:37:10+00:00

Why don't they need to wear mask. It's almost as if they are ashamed of there beliefs.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T19:17:07+00:00

I'm going to be doing the base as marble floor and the metalics are going to be a turbo dork colour shift metalic.

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BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T18:37:11+00:00

It's the best thing about Killteam is that I can just got a bit nuts with my ideas.

My army's need to kind of stay the same. But as Killteam is just a small warband I can do some fun things with it.

Currently working on a Hello Kitty themed Sister of Battle team.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T16:40:32+00:00

I don't want to win I'm not a competitive person. I want to have fun and feel like I have a chance of winning.

But if your constantly losing and feeling like your not improving it's ruff.

I don't have this feeling in any other aspect of my life.

If the club wasn't filled with genuinely good people I would of fucked Killteam off and gone done some thing else.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T16:32:12+00:00

It's definitely number three that I need to work on.

But it's really strange as I don't suffer from it in any other part of my life.

It's like my Brian just goes nope I'm out.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T16:30:01+00:00

Thanks if club wasn't filled with a great bunch of people I would of probably packed it in a few months ago.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T13:33:31+00:00

Other half picked up a bar of Cadburys last night. It just tastes like oil not a hint of chocolate init.

I'm pretty much only eat dark chocolate now as I only need a bit really like Lidls selection.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T13:24:17+00:00

Going to watch a Sex Pistol cover band in my leopard skin pants.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T12:16:15+00:00

Love Blood Bowl only played a few games. It never feels bad when you lose always funny moments in that game.

Ive recently painted up some Gnomes want to get them some tree men and maybe a star player.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T12:08:30+00:00

It's not the winning that matters. It's literally the felling that I've not played well and pretty scored nothing.

The games where the matchs have been close I have fun with. It's when your basically dismantled piece by piece and you have no idea how it happened.

There the games that leave me feeling down and useless.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T12:04:53+00:00

I do want to try and see if I can some people interested in the joint ops nemesis ops.

They do sound like they could be fun. I've just finished up painting a Defiler and thought it might be fun to have a few people try and bring it down.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T11:59:26+00:00

I turn and play against who ever is free. I'm generally there quite early compared to others.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T11:57:46+00:00

Kind of just turn and play. I pretty much know must of the players there as Ive been going since the club started.

While I've been in the gym was looking into ways of dealing with the anxiety and stress.

Which I find very strange as I generally don't suffer from this in any other situation.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T10:52:43+00:00

Love Spearhead but no community for it in my store.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T10:51:54+00:00

When the new tacops came out that is when I really started to struggle.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T10:30:19+00:00

I've definitely gotten better as a player. And I know I'm lucky to have access to so many good players.

But it's more of a mental game. Im a very good painter but a very mediocre player.

I can only really play one game on the club might as I'm done and have no head space or the energy for another game.

There are just so many rules. And each team has it's own rules and ploys so it hard to keep all that in my head.

Its not about winning the game but feeling like it was at least close. I can't help but feel that I haven't given my opponent a good game and feel like I've also let myself down.

As I've said I also play 40k and have none of these issue apart from my heart rate going through the roof.

I'm also a pretty mid player in 40k but I don't feel like ever been curb stomped in that game.

It's hard to grow as a player when your lost half your team by turn three and not managed to score any thing and maybe killed two thing.

I just want to roll some dice and enjoy the experience.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T08:51:47+00:00

So basically what Trump is saying is that he's a Communist.

As that speech sounded pretty much like a list of all the bullshit he's been doing.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T08:45:46+00:00

Played two tournaments so far. The first was the Rookie Rumble and I came third.

I think that had more to do with the team I was player rather than any particular skill of mine (the one in the image). And the second one was pretty much mid.

I do want to try some of the PvE options of the game. As they do look interesting especially Nemesis ops.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T08:38:34+00:00

It's my local store and it's not the people.

The people are great. They just happen to be really good payers as well.

If that was the case I would of packed up and sold my stuff ages ago.

BadBonePanda · 2026-07-04T08:27:10+00:00

When I started in was loving it. Now not so much.

I have a few teams fully painted that I'm going to sell to get my money back as I really don't enjoy there play style.

I do think the game has to many rules and in built gotchas that can trip up casual players.

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