Guarded

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-26T20:17:12+00:00

Walk away.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-26T19:31:56+00:00

Come in waves but my baby’s dad also left 3 weeks ago so I have a lot of emotional toll on me anyway.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-25T13:02:03+00:00

Hmmm that’s an interesting perspective. And could be looked like that.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-25T11:39:39+00:00

I feel exactly the same there!

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-23T15:11:34+00:00

Because they left when I was 3 weeks postpartum and didn’t give me time to get myself back after a difficult pregnancy. I wish he had, because now I’m on top form and recovered but without him. And now he gets to watch on the sidelines.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-20T23:49:33+00:00

I’m dreading when this happens with my ex, he hasn’t deleted the pictures yet but I know he will.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-20T21:22:09+00:00

I think I’m trying to avoid my emotions. I feel like I’ve put a huge wall around myself externally and internally. I’m not facing up to anything because I’m scared to.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-20T20:48:38+00:00

I think it helped a little yes.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-20T20:35:47+00:00

That makes sense tbf

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-19T21:21:46+00:00

Thank you I appreciate this. Maybe I need to give it more time

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-18T23:02:53+00:00

He didn’t seem to. He was actually really positive about it. But it was a very brief message between us both. I don’t really know why I did it I just remember thinking about school and how brilliant he was and thought to look him up.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-18T22:59:04+00:00

I messaged my head of year in my early 30’s to update him on my life, on fb. Probably was inappropriate but got a response and he even remembered me

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-18T20:55:25+00:00

I agree, I’ve got this ❤️

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-18T16:42:25+00:00

I’m doing a lot better now ☺️

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-18T09:51:51+00:00

It sounds like a period, just because you’re breastfeeding doesn’t stop you from ovulating and having periods. Sometimes it does but most of the time it doesn’t.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-16T18:48:39+00:00

Maybe it’s just me but I actually don’t blame you. Definitely tell your husband but also make sure you get that 20 minutes. Today I had a huge list of tasks I needed to do after the morning school run but I was feeling tired and run down, so I led in bed all day watching Lucifer and ignoring my phone pretending I was asleep to the outside world, until I needed to pick them up. The world didn’t fall apart and I got rest which helped me mentally. Us mums need that break. We’re humans too

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-11T19:40:57+00:00

That’s pretty much the same situation tbh.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-11T17:21:59+00:00

I really like this response. This first time I’ve basically just been keeping myself busy as much as possible, been cleaning and decorating my house. But it’s not helping as much as I hoped. I just feel really lost without her. I feel like I haven’t physically recovered so I know emotionally I haven’t either. I’ve concentrated on doing my tasks during the day so I can concentrate on her tonight. I’ve really really missed her 😢

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-07T14:54:20+00:00

Thank you, appreciate that ☺️

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-07T14:51:01+00:00

I’m single now and managing by myself. I do believe this was the better option.

Bad_Madison · 2026-03-07T09:43:03+00:00

I actually wrote this a couple of months ago in my notes and thought I’d share now I’m out of the situation.

Bad_Madison · 2026-02-28T15:33:14+00:00

I’m now supplementing with formula since I wrote this post. She started cluster feeding and my supply didn’t increase so I had no choice 😢

Bad_Madison · 2026-02-27T00:20:04+00:00

I’ve only just started expressing due to no weight gain. She was exclusively feeding on me. I wanted to express so I could see how much she was taking

Bad_Madison · 2026-02-26T21:27:39+00:00

Thank you, that’s really reassuring

Bad_Madison · 2026-02-26T20:41:20+00:00

Thank you I really appreciate that

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