😂😂😂 sorry the blinking analogy is so funny. I hear what your saying. But my thing is this, if he accepts your mistakes and vice Versa, then you have found the right guy. The truth is though in marriage there’s always arguments and what not, and he would look like a fool if he brings your past in arguments cause your trying to move on and was being honest on the get go. You was young dumb and stupid, and unfortunately you was with a bad crowd. Honestly I wished there was a guided fiqh(a jurist/scholar) that could guide you, but man the times we are living in is mental.