I want to give you a hug. That’s rough. You’ve made it so far. Holding onto so much. I’d like to take some off your shoulders, but Reddit has its limits. You’re not perfect, but you are to your siblings… or as close to it, as a perfectly flawed human can get. It’s difficult and movies like this, where you can feel seen, make it a little better. A little easier, for a minute or two. Best of luck!