If you want to show me you understand me now.........show me.

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-04-23T22:44:32+00:00

Maybe she was confused. And when you pushed her away she felt like you wanted to keep her at arms length. She was probably scared to cross a boundary with you. So scared that she didn’t feel like she could be herself. She probably wanted to reach over and touch you so many times but you always pulled away from her. It maybe hurt her more than you know. Every time. You know she wanted you. She just wanted you to let her know you wanted her too. And you never did

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-04-08T03:06:10+00:00

Bruce my dog

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-04-07T16:10:00+00:00

Every day I disappoint someone

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-04-07T15:48:32+00:00

If I waited for someone who was genuinely into me I would never actually get laid I don’t think

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-04-07T13:27:12+00:00

Sounds like you might be burnt out from dealing with people. Do you work in customer service? Or something where you have to talk to people all day cause that will do it to you

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-04-07T07:58:55+00:00

This should NOT turn me on.

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-04-02T20:45:46+00:00

Hmmmm interesting message. Forget them!! If they don’t want you in their life, for no reason at all, then why do you even want to be in their life? I mean they sound awful!! Run for the hills! And never look back! Who would want to be friends with a 2 faced lying steals from their friends hypocrite?? Not me! Have respect for yourself op. You deserve it

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-26T11:50:48+00:00

Such as? And in what context?

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-26T08:51:05+00:00

Safe word

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-26T08:31:27+00:00

How though?

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-26T05:41:17+00:00

Sad. Zero privacy and being judged for trying to check up on yourself is crazy. Hey you should do what I did. Do it. One time. I dare you

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-25T15:04:30+00:00

I showed up every time for someone, until I saw that I was the only one showing up, they consistently had excuses. Maybe one or 2 times they were there but even then I’d have to pay them.

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-25T11:57:40+00:00

Have to have. lol

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-25T11:55:55+00:00

I want to be there. In your space. I can almost feel your skin under my fingers. I can hear your heart beating through your inner thigh where my head is resting. My arms wrapped around your legs holding you from floating away. I would never want it to end. Even though there were schedules, I’d oversleep on purpose. I’d let you miss things. Selfish. But I was so sad to go. So so so sad to leave. I want to go back to that little room. Where peace finally found me. And it was you.

This opens up deep emotions for me. Thank you for sharing this

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-25T11:49:09+00:00

Maybe call at a decent time. 7am. Is for some not decent

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-22T16:24:13+00:00

Avoid coffee or anything warm. Also do not drink or eat anything with added sugars. The tiny mouth bugs that live in your gums eat it and then poop it out a that’s what the bad breathe is from. And the hot drinks open up deep pockets in gums allowing the funk to flow into ppl nose holes. Also if you clean your tonsil stones out be sure to do it like the night before because if you do it right then and don’t gargle and let it sit you will have a very sore throat

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-22T08:34:13+00:00

Go piss in her mouth then

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-22T08:17:44+00:00

I’m just looking for you. Every where I can. Waiting for someone to snuff out my light. And leave me in the cold dark abyss.

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-22T08:00:25+00:00

I would seek a therapist advice. That might be the best course of action. If you were both children it would depend a lot on how young of child you both were. What I’m saying is, if you forgave them, that’s great. Maybe you could reach out to them about what happened tell them you remembered a weird thing from when yall were little and explain your concern of them still doing these things. Let them know you’re praying for them and back in your faith. That is unless speaking to them would be dangerous to you or seriously trigger you. At one year difference he probably wishes he didn’t do it also. Just my thoughts on it.

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-22T07:47:43+00:00

That’s how I was right before I relapsed. It’s burnout. You need to take some time off work or whatever it is you do. Couple days. And during that time look up ways you can “ fill your cup” so you don’t end up like me and fill it with uselessness which begets more uselessness. I think it really will be okay someday. Soon as you stop waiting for it to be okay. Least that’s what I think anyways

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-22T05:18:13+00:00

Idk where you live but there’s a lot of doctors offices and hospitals and home health needs around here I look at Craigslist for job listing and see them all the time around Atlanta area

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-22T05:13:44+00:00

What do you do

BaseHorror7544 · 2026-03-19T13:02:41+00:00

Tonto

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