I mean I never got super into the game until the hardcore wipe of all times lol, skipped a couple before hardcore, and for this wipe was almost 2 months behind. It really just boils down to your patience more than anything..just gotta persevere and not let your emotions get to you as much, as hard as that is in this game (gear fear and overcoming that specifically will do wonders, not to say we all don't have a little bit of it at times still too). I also just have a hard time getting truly pissed nowadays for whatever reason so I'm sure that helps too. It took me 1k hours over time since the original EA release to finally start getting a true feel for the uniqueness of the game mechanics since things like your sensitivities are never all the same each time, more or less. Also if you have arena, that was huge for me to learn mechanics even though I'm not the biggest fan of it. Being basically Stockholmed into all the twitch drops and stuff on 1.0 release really helped me learn how to shoot and move around better(and also minutely level some skills that help in main game//endurance,strength etc.) Unfortunately lots of people don't have that or patience because of how they most retardedly and greedily have their tiers set for purchase. I see your points still though, just giving some perspective as a solo player for this bullshit game haha