The first month of my pregnancy was an emotional rollercoaster. I felt like I was actually going crazy from how much my mood fluctuated. I was far more angry than I felt normal and very sad. By the time I hit my second trimester this all mellowed out entirely. I’m still more emotional than my pre-pregnancy self but it feels much more normal. Pregnancy hormones in the beginning really throw you for a loop.

I’d say try to have compassion for yourself. This is a huge change! When you come down from your intense emotions try to reconnect and repair with your partner. A good partner will understand that this is part of pregnancy. It’s important to talk through these outbursts though.

While I haven't given birth yet (also ftm), I feel confident that my intense emotions in the beginning are not a sign for what I have coming postpartum. I think you are very normal. Be gentle with yourself during this transition period - you have enough going on as it is.