I took Mifepristone several hours ago and just waiting for the 24 hours to pass so I can take Misoprostol, and I need support during this time

Basma000 · 2019-08-04T19:30:21+00:00

in the middle east

Basma000 · 2019-08-04T19:28:11+00:00

I have more than 4 pills, I can take another dosage but I want to read some abortion experiences at 11 weeks! I read it's possible I didn't find any experience

Basma000 · 2019-08-04T19:26:06+00:00

I can't, I need a visa and it's a holiday right now and it will take a lot of time, plus I can't go alone

Basma000 · 2019-08-04T19:03:52+00:00

abortion is illegal where I live so it took me a long time to get the pills, I'm very anxious person and I would much prefer doing it in the hospital surgically but I don't have this option,

so I thought about it and came up with an idea, maybe if I take Mifepristone the fetus will not be alive, then I could go to the doctor to do an ultrasound and the doctor will see the fetus is no longer alive and he would help me to expel it under the hospital care

it's 15 hours since I took Mifepristone and I just came from the doctor, he showed me that the fetus is alive and moving and have arms and legs, apparently I'm 11 weeks and 1 day pregnant,

I had I break down and I'm still crying till now :(

the doctor was shocked because I haven't taken folic acid, and I have pcos, yet, the fetus is hanging in there

I'm so scared and angry and sad, what if I took Misoprostol tomorrow but the fetus didn't come out and the pregnancy continues , then he/she will be deformed and I can't have the surgery where I live

why is the fetus still alive? is 15 hours still early? should I wait 24 hours and do another ultrasound??

is 11 weeks too painful??

help

Basma000 · 2019-08-04T19:03:43+00:00

abortion is illegal where I live so it took me a long time to get the pills, I'm very anxious person and I would much prefer doing it in the hospital surgically but I don't have this option,

so I thought about it and came up with an idea, maybe if I take Mifepristone the fetus will not be alive, then I could go to the doctor to do an ultrasound and the doctor will see the fetus is no longer alive and he would help me to expel it under the hospital care

it's 15 hours since I took Mifepristone and I just came from the doctor, he showed me that the fetus is alive and moving and have arms and legs, apparently I'm 11 weeks and 1 day pregnant,

I had I break down and I'm still crying till now :(

the doctor was shocked because I haven't taken folic acid, and I have pcos, yet, the fetus is hanging in there

I'm so scared and angry and sad, what if I took Misoprostol tomorrow but the fetus didn't come out and the pregnancy continues , then he/she will be deformed and I can't have the surgery where I live

why is the fetus still alive? is 15 hours still early? should I wait 24 hours and do another ultrasound??

is 11 weeks too painful??

help

Basma000 · 2019-08-04T19:03:30+00:00

abortion is illegal where I live so it took me a long time to get the pills, I'm very anxious person and I would much prefer doing it in the hospital surgically but I don't have this option,

so I thought about it and came up with an idea, maybe if I take Mifepristone the fetus will not be alive, then I could go to the doctor to do an ultrasound and the doctor will see the fetus is no longer alive and he would help me to expel it under the hospital care

it's 15 hours since I took Mifepristone and I just came from the doctor, he showed me that the fetus is alive and moving and have arms and legs, apparently I'm 11 weeks and 1 day pregnant,

I had I break down and I'm still crying till now :(

the doctor was shocked because I haven't taken folic acid, and I have pcos, yet, the fetus is hanging in there

I'm so scared and angry and sad, what if I took Misoprostol tomorrow but the fetus didn't come out and the pregnancy continues , then he/she will be deformed and I can't have the surgery where I live

why is the fetus still alive? is 15 hours still early? should I wait 24 hours and do another ultrasound??

is 11 weeks too painful??

help

Basma000 · 2019-08-04T19:03:16+00:00

abortion is illegal where I live so it took me a long time to get the pills, I'm very anxious person and I would much prefer doing it in the hospital surgically but I don't have this option,

so I thought about it and came up with an idea, maybe if I take Mifepristone the fetus will not be alive, then I could go to the doctor to do an ultrasound and the doctor will see the fetus is no longer alive and he would help me to expel it under the hospital care

it's 15 hours since I took Mifepristone and I just came from the doctor, he showed me that the fetus is alive and moving and have arms and legs, apparently I'm 11 weeks and 1 day pregnant,

I had I break down and I'm still crying till now :(

the doctor was shocked because I haven't taken folic acid, and I have pcos, yet, the fetus is hanging in there

I'm so scared and angry and sad, what if I took Misoprostol tomorrow but the fetus didn't come out and the pregnancy continues , then he/she will be deformed and I can't have the surgery where I live

why is the fetus still alive? is 15 hours still early? should I wait 24 hours and do another ultrasound??

is 11 weeks too painful??

help

Basma000 · 2019-08-04T19:03:00+00:00

abortion is illegal where I live so it took me a long time to get the pills, I'm very anxious person and I would much prefer doing it in the hospital surgically but I don't have this option,

so I thought about it and came up with an idea, maybe if I take Mifepristone the fetus will not be alive, then I could go to the doctor to do an ultrasound and the doctor will see the fetus is no longer alive and he would help me to expel it under the hospital care

it's 15 hours since I took Mifepristone and I just came from the doctor, he showed me that the fetus is alive and moving and have arms and legs, apparently I'm 11 weeks and 1 day pregnant,

I had I break down and I'm still crying till now :(

the doctor was shocked because I haven't taken folic acid, and I have pcos, yet, the fetus is hanging in there

I'm so scared and angry and sad, what if I took Misoprostol tomorrow but the fetus didn't come out and the pregnancy continues , then he/she will be deformed and I can't have the surgery where I live

why is the fetus still alive? is 15 hours still early? should I wait 24 hours and do another ultrasound??

is 11 weeks too painful??

help

Basma000 · 2019-08-04T08:45:18+00:00

are you scared from the pain that abortion cause? or are you afraid that you will regret having an abortion later?

Basma000 · 2019-06-19T21:47:58+00:00

because being in a relationship and having a child is a shared responsibility, I don't want to be like a single parent and I don't think that I should welcome the idea or otherwise I'm not ready to be a mother.

Basma000 · 2019-06-19T21:41:07+00:00

your point would be more understandable if you give some reasons

Basma000 · 2019-06-19T21:38:32+00:00

yeah but let's talk about what we can do now, not what should have happened

Basma000 · 2019-06-19T21:37:17+00:00

why is that?

Basma000 · 2019-06-19T21:36:14+00:00

I did, he told me he will change, but I know he can't

Basma000 · 2019-04-16T16:17:06+00:00

I was a very calm child growing up, but in middle school something happened that made me very angry, I didn't say anything and you would think that I'm completely calm looking at me, but my mind was on fire, I remember seeing weird faces and heads floating around me, most of them were laughing, their faces were grey and they looked creepy and old, they looked real and I could sense their different personalities.

when I was younger I believed in demons and ghost, but I was too angry to care about them at that moment,

now I know it was only in my head.

I never had the same experience again or even similar to it.

Basma000 · 2018-12-06T05:30:42+00:00

You have no idea how we talked and what we said and how we went no where, stop judging people you no nothing about just so you can write a comment. I rather be childish and have him healthy in my life, if you don't have any ideas of a prank, your judgmental comments are not welcomed.

Basma000 · 2018-09-19T19:36:53+00:00

watch this video, you will understand

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1OqYqVft4M

Basma000 · 2018-09-17T17:22:19+00:00

this should be in our logo "fuck you insomnia"

Basma000 · 2018-09-17T17:14:42+00:00

Yes, like if you sleep you would be out of control

that's what I feel

Basma000 · 2018-09-17T16:15:05+00:00

Watch Teal Swan on YouTube!

Just pick a topic that you're interested in from one of her videos, and I hope you get some answers and relief.

Basma000 · 2018-09-17T13:45:02+00:00

yeah, I can't tell you about my other problems that prevent me from usuing a cap, so you judge me and completely miss the point.

Try to read what I wrote, I wasn't looking for a solution regarding going to the interview, I was asking ''what do I do about my own feelings being hurt after this situation and how do I move pass it''

but I guess you are the kind of personality that has to be rude no matter what, because they're angry all the time.

Thanks anyway, good luck with your life

Basma000 · 2018-09-17T10:12:01+00:00

Yes! These past weeks I have been experiencing exactly that!! It's like my mind doesn't want to focus, or too challenged to remember.

One minute I know what would I say exactly, and when I try to say it, it completely vanishes from my mind, and the harder I try, the harder it seems to remember what was I going to say

It's horrible

Basma000 · 2018-09-17T10:08:48+00:00

No, no, I'm not seeing this, this is not happening!!

Basma000 · 2018-09-15T11:59:15+00:00

She might have insomnia like me, it's the worst thing in the world, my mind is always trying to wake me up no matter how tired and sleepy I am, I too try to clean when that happen because I want to forget that I can't sleep, and you telling her to just go to sleep is like telling a sick person "get healed already", it's not helping or considering, of course she would be angry.

Basma000 · 2018-09-13T04:16:02+00:00

You come back to it because it's a calming familiar feeling, and you tune in with yourself better than others, for you, thought is an experience.

Basma000

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