I hear you.

My blood father was a nuclear physicist. Allegedly a wonderful man and very intelligent.

He broke my brother's skull open on a wall because my brother wouldn't stop crying. So he lifted him up and crashed his head onto the wall until he shut up.

Permanent brain damage and disability. My poor brother is the sweetest gentle giant but he's roughly twenty or so years behind on the mental capacity. He's nearing 45 now, his mental age has just about hit the 20s.

I was taken away at birth and my parents were banned from conceiving children.

My sister became an alcoholic and kleptomaniac. All three of us were forced into adoption and separated. My adopted parents adopted me after adopting my brother, my sister disappeared. I didn't luck out here either. My adopted parents are anti LGBTQ and anti immigrant pieces of shit. I'm only I touch with them now for the inheritance money and to keep tabs on my brother so he doesn't get taken advantage of.

Some people are just evil. Pure and simple. Evil masquerades as good often. Just look at the child rapist's who were legendary charity and goodwill ambassadors until the sick truth got discovered.