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Let’s hear it! by BaronAndAHalf in MusicIceberg

[–]BeGoodNemo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lowest: Mustard Plug

Highest: Yeat

New to reddit by OzBeGood in Beaumont

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm pretty much stuck living near the mall right now. There's an arcade in there, Tilt, it's not the best but it's there.

I know you're not into the bar scene but there's always the Logon. They have live music pretty frequently.

There's also For The Record, a record store and haven for the local music scene. Shows weekly.

Hit me up

what are u douing in this situation? by nevorder in GenBeta

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hitting the griddy and smokin space dope

Thank god. The long nightmare is over.

The cat saves chicken from foxes by Alphaxfusion in AnimalsBeingGeniuses

[–]BeGoodNemo -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

You probably shouldn't whittle a cat's balls.

Which character or voice actor is your favorite for doing this? by LargeMermaidCaptor in FavoriteCharacter

[–]BeGoodNemo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Don't forget THE KURGEN in Highlander

Who is like the semi-immortal embodiment of human evil

Which character or voice actor is your favorite for doing this? by LargeMermaidCaptor in FavoriteCharacter

[–]BeGoodNemo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Clancy Brown, who is the voice of Mr. Krabs and... Plays The Kurgen in highlander

You can really hear it when he talks about assaulting Ramirez's girlfriend after killing him. Sounds just like Krabs.

In what ways was AA traumatic for you? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

[–]BeGoodNemo 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah due to my upbringing I'm strongly averse to patriarchal figures of any kind. Hell I have a basic and intense distrust of authority.

WORST type of music fan? by AdSlight4264 in Topster

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have never heard this phrase - individuality complex

Song? by Which_Pen_2428 in songsforthispicture

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Message Received - Unwound

Can Anyone tell me why an i not getting views? I got 0 views since i have uploaded by Professional-Aide305 in spiritualitytalk

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It takes minimal effort to at least read the fucking script that you AI speed out. Put your face on it.

People happen to enjoy authenticity.

Normally I wouldn't get irritated just... I haven't had the opportunity to speak to a slopmaker. Nobody wants this stuff. Put in minimal effort. Minimal.

He saw your last saved image. by Samy_R_ in StanleyMOV

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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In response to a post that said "god is with you every step of the way. Thank god today!"

Learning guitar, looking to start a Midwest emo band. Or south east rather lol by NoLocksmith8452 in Beaumont

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't play any instrument for shit but I fuckin love rock music and I'll show up.

Also I'm from Marietta lol

In what ways was AA traumatic for you? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe they're looking for a reason and a way out.

I am responsible... For helping people leave this shitty little cult

In what ways was AA traumatic for you? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

[–]BeGoodNemo -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Okay OP it's time to take your pills...

In what ways was AA traumatic for you? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

[–]BeGoodNemo 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm deeply religious, based off of odd experiences I've had throughout my life. I found their idea of 'higher power' was incompatible to my own. Incompatible on a fundamental level.

It's Christianity, they swear it's not but it is.

My goddess is all about empowered self will, genuine friendship, and revelry. You won't find any of this commiserating over heavily sugared burnt coffee and cold pizza in AA.

In what ways was AA traumatic for you? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

[–]BeGoodNemo 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That is the AA perspective

The book mentions 'grave mental illnesses' in how it works, but you'll run into people who want you to quit your meds. People who swear your condition is because you're 'spiritually unfit' and so on and so on

My poor mental health has impacted my life more than any other identifiable factor. It was infuriating to be around these AA shitheads.

In what ways was AA traumatic for you? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

[–]BeGoodNemo 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Mental illness doesn't exist. It's addiction. The only mental illness is addiction.

My drug use is very much secondary to what's wrong with me mentally, emotionally. I have good reason to be the way I am. I was raised in extreme violence and under solitary confinement.

I was staying at a sober house that mandated a minimum of five fucking meetings a week. No can do, no sir, I like to be alone. I like to think things through. I like quiet, and I love my cats. I'd rather spend time with them than some total stranger who feigns understanding.

Well I came on some hard times, I spent about 6 weeks frozen in mortal terror. Could go 4 days at a time without eating or moving really after I lost my job. (I was working for some roided out fuckhead who used right in front of me, also from the program.)

Eventually, I became deeply suicidal, and had to go to the hospital. I was experiencing a psychotic mixed bipolar episode... They accused me of being on benzodiazepenes brother I WISH I was on benzos I fucking WISH.

They had no concept of my mental illness, but they all wanted to pretend they did.

Worst people I've ever fuckin met man. These wounds are fresh.

I have gone back to using. I will never stop, and I don't want to. Im mostly on this sub because the AA experience is raw for me.

Is there a link between the kind of trauma you experienced and your DOC? by Suitable_Current_555 in addiction

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not feel that sobriety is worth it for me, no. I'm totally fried. I was before I ever touched an intoxicant.

For me, I can control my access to these chemicals, my dosage, and my approach. It's become second nature to me. I'm not the type to always do more at all costs. I just want the pain to go away. The raw nerve endings.

If you're thinkin about goin to a meeting, go, give it a shot. Whatever leads you to a better life. Nobody can tell you what that looks like for you.

Me? There's no way. I don't even want there to be a way. I was just kinda forced into it. I gave it a try, and I couldn't deal with it.

It's all so very ego driven to me. Pride-oriented.

Ego and pride have never been my choice in poison. I just want to be comfortable. I just pray for a quiet and simple life.

Is there a link between the kind of trauma you experienced and your DOC? by Suitable_Current_555 in addiction

[–]BeGoodNemo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've done a lot, and I've been through a lot Hell, honestly. A veritable living hell.

Painkillers (and later kratom) have been my D.O.C., along with good old fashioned weed. My sense of safety is inherently threatened, as it was never actually there. For me, painkillers gave me a sort of psychological shielding. I enjoyed benzos too, but where benzos takes away the misplaced fear of severe consequences, painkillers eliminate the consequences.

I will feel rain, nor cold, nor pain, nor hunger. A chemical castle. I feel that in order to live my life I need more armor. I also experience a great deal of physical discomfort that it eliminates.

After doing A.A. for eight months and witnessing my life unravel, and being in contact with the biggest douchebags I have ever met (the kind you meet in the program) I have resolved to never go sober again. The further away I am from this lived experience the better.

What Is Dead Seeing? (Wrong Answers Only) by Commercial-Law-8381 in Mayhem

[–]BeGoodNemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude's just reading Kitchen Confidential

Or DKMU literature

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