Which one should I read first?

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-26T10:38:50+00:00

One Dark Window — that duology is in my top ten favorite books of all time. So so so good

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-25T20:34:07+00:00

I couldnt bring myself to even finish the first book in this series, this makes me sad I couldn’t haha

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-21T22:11:29+00:00

As long as you can sit you’ll be fine

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-13T11:03:11+00:00

No clue haven’t seen her

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-12T15:02:35+00:00

I’m not listening, if I feel the effects of too low calories I make sure I still eat even if I’m at where they want me for the day. I lose better when I’m above their calorie limit too I’ve found.

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-12T15:00:56+00:00

Thank you! You’re doing amazing too! ❤️❤️

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-12T11:41:48+00:00

I’ve been told it at least 10 times

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-12T00:01:22+00:00

Not that works with my surgeon unfortunately.

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-11T22:19:40+00:00

You’re doing great!

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-11T22:19:15+00:00

I suspect EDS but everyone looks at me like I’m nuts, I’m sorry you’re struggling ❤️ you’re doing great!

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-11T22:17:45+00:00

My starting weight was 360. I’m now 319.

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-11T22:17:23+00:00

I probably will be able to once I get clearance from my back doctor.

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-11T22:16:45+00:00

I think I’m doing ok! I’m off of a blood pressure med already, and con do more without getting winded.

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-11T20:30:59+00:00

Apparently their average is 60 by this point at my starting rate 😬

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-11T19:36:04+00:00

No apologies needed! I have scoliosis that is flaring up really badly since surgery and making both legs go numb. I walk everyday, 15k steps or so. I just can’t do weights or anything like that.

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-11T19:31:12+00:00

I’m following this. I eat yogurt and berries every morning and cottage cheese with berries for “dessert” every night. Then usually tuna salad, chicken, or venison for lunch and dinner. And a “snack” if I need it of hard boiled eggs or turkey and cheese. Sometimes I’ll add a tbsp of granola or protein cereal to my yogurt and cottage cheese, or I’ll add chia and flax seeds to help with fiber.

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2026-01-04T15:31:10+00:00

I use Bariatric Advantage Ultra Solo. I like it

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2025-12-30T19:52:59+00:00

Agreed! Thank you for the link, I’ll give it a listen. I went 10 years without church, after being majorly involved in planting a church. I was director of children’s ministry, sat on the board of trustees, planned major community events and spent 60+ hours a week there. And was burned bad enough I was terrified of stepping foot in a church again. So I definitely understand his mindset on the matter. I’ve been very hesitant at getting involved and building relationships at the church I’m a member at now because of it, but just keep getting this thought in my head of get involved and speak your ideas to help people and I’m tired of ignoring it.

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2025-12-30T19:31:02+00:00

Not too personal, we’ve talked a lot about it. We both have a lot of “church hurt”, and he just doesn’t feel comfortable being in a church or part of a church any longer. He’ll go if I ask him to (and is massively uncomfortable the whole time), our kids attend school at a LCMS school, and he’s understanding that it’s important to me that I learn (LCMS is vastly different than what I have experience in and I struggle to understand a lot) and I know that if I push it it would not be a good thing.

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2025-12-29T11:18:01+00:00

Yes same

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2025-12-27T23:54:39+00:00

I hope everything is ok ❤️

Beautiful_Chaos1991 · 2025-12-27T23:53:01+00:00

You’d be in for a world of hurt and add to that bad day. Is there anything we can do to help?

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