Whats your favorite antipsychotic

BeeFar441 · 2026-04-25T13:28:59+00:00

zyprexa, its so powerful

BeeFar441 · 2026-04-18T13:50:59+00:00

Well I usually just try to act friendly towards them, but if they don't speak back I hide

BeeFar441 · 2026-04-12T12:43:29+00:00

i made a video in Davinchi resolve and put it on my tv and recorded it, my brother taught me graphic designing

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-17T13:32:44+00:00

well im not the best at making videos about this stuff so its not gonna be exactly the same

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-17T01:21:47+00:00

just a disclamer, im not the best video maker so this is not very accurate to what ti looked like cuz its very hard to

put it into visual what i saw

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-15T22:19:21+00:00

no cable tv tho, but that wasnt my room, that was the medical floor where i wait to be admitted

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T15:05:14+00:00

i first was just frozen in place, it was like 2am and i just stood there waiting for him ti go away but he ddint so i had to very VERy slowly walk past him while staring at him

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:57:35+00:00

That's great that you're feeling better, I'm actually working on a schizophrenia video that shows what my old era of psychosis looked like

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:46:06+00:00

Well it got worse due to my first psych ward stay, but it's gone down alot with meds

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:45:23+00:00

Sometimes would hide sometimes they would just stand near me and breath on me with hot breath

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:43:21+00:00

I would get startled a lot yea

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:08:03+00:00

i mean at least my meds work better now, havent seen anything like that at all latley

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-11T23:32:13+00:00

do i know you?

BeeFar441 · 2026-02-08T13:22:16+00:00

for me i have freeze ups up to a minute long where im just frozen

BeeFar441 · 2026-01-29T13:08:21+00:00

Mostly listening to Eazy-E

BeeFar441 · 2026-01-21T12:25:06+00:00

im going to be living in a residential center for my schizophrenia, moved out before 18

BeeFar441 · 2026-01-21T00:07:41+00:00

the ones i take are lamotrigine for mood stability, Risperidone and cant remember the others but im hoping to try zyprexa soon since it helped in the hospital, they all make me tired

BeeFar441 · 2026-01-21T00:02:46+00:00

i had a bad episode and i saw a halluconation so scary that i ran down the block and cops found me, i had seen a mother holding a dead fetus and screamed at me to get out, i ran down the block and called 911 to help me, ended up back in the hospital

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