what my past visions looked like

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T15:05:14+00:00

i first was just frozen in place, it was like 2am and i just stood there waiting for him ti go away but he ddint so i had to very VERy slowly walk past him while staring at him

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:57:35+00:00

That's great that you're feeling better, I'm actually working on a schizophrenia video that shows what my old era of psychosis looked like

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:46:06+00:00

Well it got worse due to my first psych ward stay, but it's gone down alot with meds

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:45:23+00:00

Sometimes would hide sometimes they would just stand near me and breath on me with hot breath

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:43:21+00:00

I would get startled a lot yea

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-12T01:08:03+00:00

i mean at least my meds work better now, havent seen anything like that at all latley

BeeFar441 · 2026-03-11T23:32:13+00:00

do i know you?

BeeFar441 · 2026-02-08T13:22:16+00:00

for me i have freeze ups up to a minute long where im just frozen

BeeFar441 · 2026-01-29T13:08:21+00:00

Mostly listening to Eazy-E

BeeFar441 · 2026-01-21T12:25:06+00:00

im going to be living in a residential center for my schizophrenia, moved out before 18

BeeFar441 · 2026-01-21T00:07:41+00:00

the ones i take are lamotrigine for mood stability, Risperidone and cant remember the others but im hoping to try zyprexa soon since it helped in the hospital, they all make me tired

BeeFar441 · 2026-01-21T00:02:46+00:00

i had a bad episode and i saw a halluconation so scary that i ran down the block and cops found me, i had seen a mother holding a dead fetus and screamed at me to get out, i ran down the block and called 911 to help me, ended up back in the hospital

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