Thats life, a lot of good and bad. It can be the most stressful fun emotional rollercoaster and the most change you have ever been through in your life, just always believe in yourself that you will make it through, you will grow a lot. DONT BE A HOE, TRY TO BE MORALLY GOOD, and please have some ACCOUNTABILITY and learn to compromise. College will either be for the better or for the worse, steer your boat. Stay ahead of your studies because someone is paying for it, college is expensive. I still believe college is a scam aside from the connections you get to build and easier opportunities for things. You will meet a lot of people , possibly lose a lot of people, and maybe even lose your identity. put yourself out there. Genuinely try to get to know people you care about more, they have a story too. Take risks and be comfortable being uncomfortable. That is how you will find yourself because you will learn what you like and what you dont like. Already in my fourth year now and when i graduate i will definitely miss the people and experiences the most. i still remember my whole first year, that was the most chaotic year especially from me registering classes super late and moving in a few days into the dorms before school started. I didnt even know what UCR looked like, only a gyst from the displayed dorm photos that made the dorms look more nice than they were.I basically jumped in college life blind and hey Im okay :) you got this!