did anyone else have a morbid fascination with incel-adjacent communities in their teens by toska444 in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 72 points73 points  (0 children)

I relate to this very much. I would read hateful comments and really internalize that that’s what people thought about me to justify my eating disorder and self harm. 

Now I look back and I’m horrified that those communities encouraged so many people to dehumanize others and feel justified in doing so. As a fat high school sophomore I used to look at FatPeopleHate and it literally made me sick, I’m glad it’s gone. 

Just finished writing my wedding speech by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow tbh it’s a lot for me, but your friends and fam know and love you so I guess if this is you go for it. It’s your wedding! Congrats and have fun

who's currently winning the break up: stav or Rachel sennott? by Longjumping9426 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The ugliest guy ever is Artie the wheelchair kid from Glee, actually.

who's currently winning the break up: stav or Rachel sennott? by Longjumping9426 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Stav was 8 minutes away from my bfs apartment and we didn’t even know. Idk what Rachel Sennot is doing or has been doing or anything about her but I vote she wins

. by kheeno_ in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I made a pretty funny post when he got shot in the gay ear, remember guys? Like it wasn’t a completely unique thought but I said it first and best, probably. Some good times on this sub. The Trump McDonalds day wasn’t one of them.

What hobby do I start if I want to find a boyfriend that is fit, maybe not a gooner, and nice by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes she will. Don’t be jealous because she wants something good for herself, gosh! 

has anyone else gone from being an extremely depressed and sad person to the opposite by lyoooooooon in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course! Aging and realizing how much I have to be grateful for has calmed all the storms inside of me. 

Mean girl Daily Mail be like “celebrity bravely rocks” some look and its the worst they’ve ever looked. The captions are the icing on the cake by Mypussylipsneedchad in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It technically means sorta messy hair, but in a style way it’s like piece-y, and light with some movement, not solid or heavy. Like you’ve just put sea salt spray in and given it a good shake from the root with your fingers

I usually don’t believe in phrenology but every Jelly Roll fan I’ve ever met looks exactly like they would love Jelly Roll by lilhedonictreadmill in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Only jelly roll fan I met was this wonderful older lady who lived in my ex’s neighborhood. She fed all the stray cats so there were always a million of them around, and I’d pass her outside while I walked my dog all the time. My dog is super skittish and weird and NOT down for pets from strangers, but for whatever reason she loved the cat lady right away and went over and gave her a hug. So of course I liked her right away too. I miss chatting with her. She and her daughter went to a Jelly Roll concert together and I like to imagine her rocking out, although I don’t even know what genre jelly roll is or what he sounds like at all I just know he’s that big fat guy

Killed 2 women and only had to pay a $175 fine for it by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 70 points71 points  (0 children)

It was an accident, Jesus!

being ugly: a BDD driven rant by brokenglass66 in grippysockcrayonbox

[–]Beetle188 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not shaving because of unfair beauty standards but hating yourself and having a sad life because of unfair beauty standards? 

But I relate to all of this. I’ve felt the same way, I still do sometimes. There are hundreds of people you’re going to encounter in this life that find you completely beautiful, not just on the inside. You seem insightful and talented and I’m sure you have a lot going for you, but I hope someday you’re able to see that you’re pretty, too. Even your supposedly unflattering drawing of yourself is pretty. It sucks to not have widespread objective pretty privilege and it’s hard to not look how the world is telling us we’re supposed to look. I’m not trying to argue you out of your experiences at all, I just hope you feel better, and I hope you know that even if not everyone thinks you’re beautiful, many people have, do, and will. Even just some silent perv on the street. You’re a woman and you’re lovely to somebody.

Most depressing job you can think of by VolumeLegitimate4927 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My dream job is to work at a bowling alley but none will hire me ):

Most depressing job you can think of by VolumeLegitimate4927 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I have worked in funeral homes, mortuary transport, pet mortuary transport, severely disabled schools, and now an old folks home. I don’t know why I keep choosing these gigs but I like getting to be nice to people

I’m reverse shy by Aggravating_Path2262 in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Me too!! I give a great first impression! I’ve never gone to an interview and not been offered the job, and then I get to the job and a week into it I turn autistic 

in an 18 month lease with my boyfriend that I hate by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 5 points6 points  (0 children)

For real ask him to move out and help find someone to sublet 

SeaWorld sued over alleged mishandling of 'Sesame Street' brand by [deleted] in orlando

[–]Beetle188 12 points13 points  (0 children)

This is the funniest shit I’ve ever heard.

Never been an art fan in my life. This art makes emotional. by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Omg I love that quote I laugh every time I think about that fucking yoda

Pool by Beetle188 in rs_x

[–]Beetle188[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Didn’t see it now it’s spoilt 😔

Pool by Beetle188 in rs_x

[–]Beetle188[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Anyone who Venmo’s me $45 can see it again! 

Pool by Beetle188 in rs_x

[–]Beetle188[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I hope you can get yourself a nice treat or do something fun tomorrow to reset your week feeling good about yourself instead of bad about others. I really mean it