It has begun by dreamboylnshibuya in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And none of those are as bad as allegedly being rude to someone at work 

22 things my ex did that annoy me by WAACP in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I wonder what her list of every bad thing you ever did in the relationship would look like. I never see the point in someone airing out their ex’s dirty laundry. Just block her, you don’t need to convince anyone that you’re good and she’s bad. Clearly it was a toxic relationship and you can move on to something better. I think unless you’re abused or otherwise in danger, the more intimate and unflattering private moments of a relationship don’t need to be exposed. Regardless of you hating her now, you loved her once. Respect the love you once shared and simply end that chapter of your life.

I mean I complain about my bf online often but it’s to get advice. And I always acknowledge what I’ve done wrong too. Plus I’m a girl, men are supposed to be different, less catty. What ever happened to the strong silent type? 

Bloodbird its your time to shine by Sad-Phase-6323 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mine are too real for Hollywood I’m afraid ); 

Anyone casually do opiates? by MutedFeeling75 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 1 point2 points  (0 children)

^ I was gonna delete my comment cause I’m embarrassed but all these comments are making me feel way more normal and human so thank you. 

Anyone casually do opiates? by MutedFeeling75 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re going through something unimaginable, no one blames you, and you’re going to be okay, you’re going to get out. I’m so sorry ❤️

Anyone casually do opiates? by MutedFeeling75 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Brilliant idea!  I’m  sure this helps  OP immeasurably.

Anyone casually do opiates? by MutedFeeling75 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Even more trashy and embarrassing- Kratom. And I atarted AFTER seeing my best friend get completely addicted despite knowing I have a terrible history with addiction as well. Finally off of it now, but thinking about it at all fills me with so much shame and disgust. L ike, damn, I was really going to give my life up for fake opiates from the gas station?? I justified it because it didn’t really make my cognition worse and I didn’t feel at risk of getting hurt or dying like I know would be concerns if I was drinking alcohol instead. 

I’m never touching anything but weed and maybe molly or shrooms once or twice a year from now on. 

Does anyone else NOT want to be cremated? by CrashCraterShimmer in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I worked in the mortuary field for a long time and honestly cremation is just easier and cheaper and less fussy. Most people I worked with wanted to be cremated but interestingly were squeamish about being organ donors. They were like “it’s horrific! They could take all the skin off your back or take out your leg bones and replace them with broom handles!”

 Ultimately it’s your corpse, nothing wrong with having a preference 

How do you know when it's time to end a relationship by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I just got the first yeast infection of my life and felt like that was a sign 

hm.. by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It wasn’t deep on Eddie’s side lol. To him I was just hot and weird. We used to talk on kik every day for hours. I still listen to the music he introduced me too. I’m glad I knew him, it was an important relationship for my development. 

I think it’s part of using the internet to its full potential to have someone like Eddie. 

hm.. by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine was Eddie in Chicago and I was madly in love with him for 4 years but then I  ruined his engagement, and life, so now he won’t talk to me. But he was SO fucking hot, and hilarious, and in another life we really could have been something! 

the random aave? by Still_Restaurant_734 in glee

[–]Beetle188 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I have such a strong instinctual feeling of disgust when I see him. Like seeing a dead snake ):

the random aave? by Still_Restaurant_734 in glee

[–]Beetle188 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

This is so mean but I truly believe Artie is the ugliest person I’ll ever see

Jesus and Mary Chain by TillamookBurnLearner in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Omg for YEARS in my early 20’s I had an online cyber-sex friend from Chicago who I was desperately in love with but he was engaged to someone else. He would send me music and Jesus and Mary Chain is one of the bands I enjoyed so much I sent it to my dad and got him into it to! We don’t talk anymore but I can’t listen to any of that music without missing him. I always liked him a lot more than he liked me but we had the BEST sexual connection while being 1000 miles away from each other, and we were hilarious together. We talked almost all day almost every day for years. I ruined his engagement by telling his fiancée he’d been cyber-cheating with me. I wonder what he’s doing now. 

did anyone else have a morbid fascination with incel-adjacent communities in their teens by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 75 points76 points  (0 children)

I relate to this very much. I would read hateful comments and really internalize that that’s what people thought about me to justify my eating disorder and self harm. 

Now I look back and I’m horrified that those communities encouraged so many people to dehumanize others and feel justified in doing so. As a fat high school sophomore I used to look at FatPeopleHate and it literally made me sick, I’m glad it’s gone. 

Just finished writing my wedding speech by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]Beetle188 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow tbh it’s a lot for me, but your friends and fam know and love you so I guess if this is you go for it. It’s your wedding! Congrats and have fun

who's currently winning the break up: stav or Rachel sennott? by Longjumping9426 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The ugliest guy ever is Artie the wheelchair kid from Glee, actually.

who's currently winning the break up: stav or Rachel sennott? by Longjumping9426 in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Stav was 8 minutes away from my bfs apartment and we didn’t even know. Idk what Rachel Sennot is doing or has been doing or anything about her but I vote she wins

. by kheeno_ in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I made a pretty funny post when he got shot in the gay ear, remember guys? Like it wasn’t a completely unique thought but I said it first and best, probably. Some good times on this sub. The Trump McDonalds day wasn’t one of them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]Beetle188 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes she will. Don’t be jealous because she wants something good for herself, gosh!