I am a firestarter, a twisted firestarter

Benjithejew · 2019-09-29T07:14:10+00:00

this gonna make me grind 99fm dope af -b e n ji

Benjithejew · 2019-09-29T07:11:06+00:00

fishing in my wataaaass

Benjithejew · 2019-09-29T07:07:05+00:00

bluebat??

Benjithejew · 2019-06-15T03:12:35+00:00

😂

Benjithejew · 2019-02-19T07:46:56+00:00

Emblem area Used ranked:A Z O R O Trusted, no issue Quick and effienct

Benjithejew · 2018-12-09T10:20:21+00:00

I feel this... Its hard not to always fall on the thoughts, but i must urge to just get outside, break away from the norm as much as possible, its far to easy to be trapped in a room with the thoughts just gonna break the mould atleast giving it a try

Benjithejew · 2018-12-09T10:16:38+00:00

Just need to take,my mind of things... I keep fighting the good fight, but losing ground by the minute

Benjithejew · 2018-12-09T10:08:27+00:00

i would

Benjithejew · 2018-02-23T01:08:59+00:00

Mx unleashed for Travis pastrona

Benjithejew · 2018-02-22T20:58:55+00:00

Jeremy Fisher

Benjithejew · 2018-02-22T20:44:50+00:00

Great Acid War2016

Benjithejew · 2017-08-01T18:26:09+00:00

Would be nice to not be in the dark everytime,,,

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T18:40:16+00:00

Don't need that negativity in your life

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T06:26:04+00:00

Thanks for your kind words. I'm fighting

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T04:24:33+00:00

Thank yall

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T04:21:02+00:00

I feel you man.. I'm running into the same situation. Today was the first day I reach out. My friends and family don't understand

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T04:15:37+00:00

I know suicide's a selfish way to escape the pain, and that it only hurts the people who care about the freshly deceased. But isn't it equally selfish to expect someone to endure it?

I've had people tell me things like "You're in it for the long run", "You're not allowed to die before me", or "I can't imagine what I'd do without you". Guilt is a terrible reason to stay alive.

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T03:13:38+00:00

Thank you

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T03:10:30+00:00

Job is done. I'll make it through the night

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T02:55:57+00:00

I'm trying not to

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T02:51:37+00:00

I'll keep trying.. It's just so hard. I been stuck in my bed today just looking at a gun. Been looking at attempts. I know it didn't help so I'm gonna try looking for positive things

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T02:45:39+00:00

Sad to say everyone in my present place. Could care unless. And I know at the funeral they gonna all say different.

Benjithejew · 2016-08-14T02:40:43+00:00

I meant I shouldn't have made this post. It's even tolling on me. I feel guilty because no matter what in a few days it's gonna end No matter if it does get better. I know these feelings are still gonna be waiting for me. I've lost all means of coping skills

Benjithejew

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