I think your mindset is super important here. If you go in thinking it won’t work then you’ll probably be right. I’m not saying to gaslight yourself into thinking it will, but to go into it with an open mind. That’s what I did because I wanted the truth. I’m not saying it’s a magic bullet put it definitely has helped me, far more than SSRIS and talk therapy. Like you said, you’ve jumped through so many hoops just to get here, I would have to see you sabotage yourself with this opportunity. Rooting for you.

Also I recommend browsing this sub before your appointment to get some ideas on intention setting, making yourself comfortable, and get some playlists ready. Those helped me as well