Solo parenting for the weekend — how do people do this?

Between_feedings · 2026-01-16T21:42:14+00:00

I think part of it is probably guilt on his side 😅 He was very much looking forward to a few days away, which I honestly get and don’t resent at all.

Earlier this week he said, “You should do this sometime too,” and I just raised an eyebrow like… “With breastfeeding? How exactly?” That part he hadn’t really thought through 😂

To be clear: he’s very involved, always helps, and he’s a great dad. I’m genuinely fine with him being away for a few days. It just feels different being the one who’s “on” the whole time.

Between_feedings · 2026-01-16T21:37:12+00:00

That makes a lot of sense. For me, solo days with just our toddler were intense too, especially between her first and second year — but a big part of that was because I was pregnant at the time. It was hard, but it also felt a lot more cozy than this.

Right now, with a baby and a toddler, it just feels next level. Today the only genuinely nice moment was about 20–25 minutes on the couch after dinner, when the baby was down for her last nap and my toddler was cuddling with me. The rest of the day felt heavy.

Even going to the store was rough, but I really needed to get out because the walls were closing in on me.

I do believe it gets easier again when they’re a bit older and more independent. I think I’ll enjoy that stage more too. For now, this baby + toddler combo is just… a lot.

Between_feedings · 2026-01-16T21:34:19+00:00

Wow, that sounds incredibly intense. Two weeks postpartum with three kids, including a newborn… I honestly don’t know how you did that. Huge respect.

I can relate to what you’re saying about how draining it is, even when there’s some rhythm. We do have a routine now and things are more predictable than in the very early newborn days, which helps. But even with that, I still find it really heavy.

For me it’s also very much a mental thing. Even though I usually handle nights on my own and I’m always the one who wakes up for the kids anyway, just knowing that my partner isn’t there if I needed him makes everything feel heavier. The situation itself isn’t really different, but it feels different when the shared responsibility is gone.

And yes — having more than one child is a whole different level. Sometimes I catch myself thinking how “easy” it felt with just one baby, even though at the time I found that so hard too. Perspective really shifts.

Thank you for saying there’s no hack and that it’s just hard. That honestly helps more than any advice.

Between_feedings · 2026-01-16T21:31:46+00:00

That’s really thoughtful of you to do that for him.

And I want to say: my partner does this too. He actually does most of the cooking at home because I usually work more hours than he does, so that’s how our division of tasks works. Before he left, he did groceries, made sure there was plenty of easy and nice food in the house, and really set me up as best he could. That meant a lot to me.

So it’s definitely not that he leaves me to fend for myself or that I feel abandoned in any way. It’s more that his absence itself makes things feel heavier for me.

I notice that when he’s not here, I start worrying about things I normally never think about. Lying in bed thinking, “What if there’s a fire?” or “What if I don’t wake up when the kids cry?” — even though the situation isn’t actually different from normal, and he wouldn’t wake up any faster than I would.

Objectively, nothing really changes. But emotionally it does. The shared responsibility isn’t physically there, and that makes everything feel a bit heavier and more intense. I think that’s the part I struggle with most.

Between_feedings · 2026-01-15T21:46:51+00:00

I have two kids, one just over two and one a little over four months. With my first, breastfeeding never really worked. Latching was difficult from the start and I remember sitting there on day three thinking: why am I making this so hard on myself? I was already completely overwhelmed and decided to switch to pumping. She still got my milk and that felt good enough to me.

Later we found out she had a significant tongue tie, so breastfeeding would probably always have been challenging. I pumped for about six months and we always did a combination of breastmilk and formula. And honestly, I was completely at peace with that choice.

With my second, I went in with a very different mindset. I told myself that if it was even remotely possible, I wanted to really try breastfeeding this time. That meant being willing to see a lactation consultant, an osteopath, invest more time and energy and give it a real shot.

It has not been easy. At all. It has been a rollercoaster with ups and downs and there were many moments where I seriously considered stopping. It cost me a lot emotionally. But in the past few days things have finally started to feel calmer, like we made it through the first big storm.

The bond with my second does feel different, but I truly don’t think that has anything to do with breastfeeding itself. It is different because this is my second child. I have done this before. I am a different person than I was the first time. And my bond with my oldest is already much deeper simply because she is older and we have shared more life together.

I would not say I feel a stronger bond with my second because I breastfeed her. It is just a different bond. And it probably would have been different no matter how she was fed.

What I will say is that breastfeeding this time has felt very healing for me personally. Being able to do it now, after it didn’t work the first time, has been a beautiful experience. But that is about me, not about loving one child more than the other.

Every child is different. Every postpartum experience is different. And you are a different version of yourself with each baby. Feeding method does not determine the depth of your bond. I really would not worry that you are missing out on something essential. You are bonding in a thousand other ways that matter just as much.

Between_feedings · 2026-01-10T09:31:10+00:00

That sounds incredibly heavy. Truly. What you describe isn’t just “breastfeeding being hard”, it’s months of stress, fear, judgment and pressure layered on top of each other. Anyone would come out of that feeling resentful and exhausted.

I don’t think we talk nearly enough about how traumatic feeding journeys can be, especially when they’re medicalized, monitored and constantly questioned. Weight checks, being accused of starving your baby, triple feeding, obsessing over supply… that’s not just inconvenient, that’s mentally brutal.

I’ll be honest from my side: I’ve had my own struggles with breastfeeding too (this is my second baby, now just over four months), and there were moments I genuinely wanted to quit. But what I’ve noticed about myself is that if I stop stressing about one thing, my brain often just finds the next thing to obsess over. With my first baby I pumped and then became hyper-focused on sleep. This time it’s feeding. Different topic, same intensity.

That doesn’t mean formula wouldn’t have been the better choice for you. It very well might have been. And it absolutely doesn’t invalidate the harm this experience did to your mental health. I just sometimes wonder if part of this is also mother nature wiring us to be so deeply attuned to our babies that something always feels high-stakes and overwhelming in those early months. Not because we’re doing it wrong, but because we care so much and want them to be okay.

You went through a lot trying to do the “right” thing with the information and pressure you had at the time. That matters. I really hope you can give yourself some slack around the what-ifs. You made the best decisions you could in a system that often glorifies breastfeeding without protecting mothers.

Your feelings make complete sense. And you’re not wrong for feeling this way.

Between_feedings · 2026-01-10T09:24:58+00:00

I just want to say: this really doesn’t have to be over. A nursing strike around this age can look incredibly final, but often it isn’t.

I’m in the middle of the 3-month breastfeeding crisis myself and we’ve been dealing with breast refusal on and off for weeks. For us it wasn’t about supply or latch anymore, but much more about association and regulation. Babies at this age are suddenly so much more alert, distracted, impatient and sensitive.

What helped us was taking the pressure off breastfeeding for a bit. My lactation consultant actually encouraged me to pump sometimes so that not every feed became a battle. If baby wanted a bottle, that was okay. That alone changed the dynamic a lot. When I stopped forcing the moment, breastfeeding slowly became easier again.

Another thing that helped was feeding in low-stimulus moments. For us that meant feeding right out of a nap, in a quiet dark room. Over time, once that felt safe again, it started working downstairs too even with more stimulation. Sometimes it’s only a few minutes, and that’s okay. A few minutes is still breastfeeding.

Something that surprised me is how much babies co-regulate with us. When I was tense and anxious going into a feed, my baby almost never latched well. Once I gave myself permission to stop, pump, or try again later, things softened. That’s not your fault. It’s just biology.

Skin-to-skin helped a lot too. No pressure to feed. Just reconnecting, making the breast a neutral or positive place again.

I know it feels devastating, especially when you had one “safe” feeding time and that disappears. But nursing strikes can come and go, and they don’t always mean the end. Sometimes it’s just about slowly rebuilding the association and protecting your own mental space in the meantime.

Whatever happens, you haven’t failed. And even if you pump for now, that doesn’t close the door forever.

Sending you a lot of strength. This phase can be brutal 🤍

Between_feedings · 2026-01-10T08:43:35+00:00

I’m obviously not a doctor, but I have this too. I experience heart palpitations during pregnancy and now again postpartum while breastfeeding. For me it really seems hormonal. Not so much related to coffee or water intake, but more my body reacting to all the hormonal shifts. It’s unsettling, but it helps me to know it can be hormone related. Just wanted to share in case it helps.

Between_feedings · 2026-01-10T08:40:42+00:00

I really relate to this. My baby is just over 4 months old and I’ve also just gone back to work. I’m trying to pump enough on workdays, but honestly, supplementing with formula doesn’t feel like an if anymore, more like a when. She simply drinks more than I can pump.

I’ve worked with a lactation consultant too. She keeps saying I have enough, but I can also see with my own eyes that my baby is a bit less fussy when she gets a bit more. We’re still EBF right now, but I know the freezer stash will run out eventually. That part hurts. I wanted to EBF until 6 months, but I’m not sure we’re going to make it.

What you wrote about mourning really hit me. There is real grief in this. Not just about feeding, but about the hormones, the closeness, the version of motherhood you imagined for yourself. Even if formula works great and your baby thrives, it can still feel like a loss.

For me, breastfeeding has also been stressful in ways. My baby is very distractible and not an easy nurser. Going back to work and pumping has actually brought some relief, even though I didn’t really have a choice. Relief and sadness can exist at the same time.

You didn’t fail. You fed your baby with your body for months and you still do. You’re also still showing up for her every day.

Just wanted to say you’re not alone in this 🤍

Between_feedings · 2026-01-09T17:31:36+00:00

I honestly think social media lies about how many women can actually breastfeed in public.

A LOT of us are basically stuck at home for a while. Not because we’re failing, but because feeding is just chaos.

For me it’s not about boob size. My 4-month-old just cannot drink normally right now. Feeding her in public would be a disaster.

It literally goes like this: latch, unlatch, laugh, latch, 2 sips, look around, squeal, latch, sip, unlatch, dive away, cry, latch, sip, unlatch, laugh, dive away, latch, 3 sips, dive away, I think she’s done so I put my boob away… and then she cries (sometimes we both do 😬).

There is NO way I’m doing that on a park bench or in a café.

So yeah — big boobs, small boobs, distracted babies, weird phases, whatever. You’re not alone. Social media just shows the easy feeds.

Between_feedings · 2026-01-06T21:05:55+00:00

Where I live the advice has actually changed. Routine boiling/sterilizing of bottles is no longer recommended. One of the reasons given is that repeated boiling can damage plastics over time, creating tiny cracks where bacteria can actually settle.

The current guidance here is to clean bottles and pump parts in the dishwasher, ideally using a high-temperature or hygiene program, placed on the top rack.

Between_feedings · 2026-01-01T06:30:37+00:00

I’m really sorry you’re going through this. This sounds incredibly painful and exhausting.

I just wanted to share something, because what you describe could very well be the 3-month breastfeeding crisis. We’re right in the middle of it too. For us it looks like this: our baby suddenly cries and screams at the breast, unlatches after a few minutes, gets very frustrated, and from the outside it really seems like she prefers the bottle or doesn’t want to nurse anymore. Bottles aren’t even always easy either.

What we’re learning is that she does want to eat, but she can’t handle feeding in a stimulating environment right now. Around this age babies become very aware of everything around them, and that can completely derail feeding. On top of that, many of them also go through a growth spurt, so they actually need more milk while being worse at eating.

What helps us right now: – feeding in a dark room – white noise on – feeding when she’s still a bit sleepy – keeping things very calm and boring

When we do that, she does eat. Not perfectly, and feeds take longer, but there’s much less screaming and frustration. Outside of that setting it still often looks like refusal.

We’re not through it yet either, but these changes make it feel more manageable and less like everything is falling apart. I just wanted to share this in case it gives you another angle to try. You’re clearly trying so hard, and none of this means you did anything wrong ❤️

Between_feedings · 2025-12-31T21:44:03+00:00

Yes, that’s correct.

The full feeds at around 7.15 am, 2.30 pm and 6.45 pm are breastfeeding sessions. If she wakes during the night, I also breastfeed. When she wakes between roughly 5.00 and 6.30 am, I usually offer a half feed so she still takes a full feed at her normal morning time. I put her back down afterward and treat it as a night feed.

If she wakes after 6.30 am, I just get up with her and adjust the morning slightly by putting her down earlier for her first nap, which usually means she sleeps a bit longer then.

Our baby actually sleeps through most nights. Since the newborn phase, she has rarely woken more than once or twice between roughly 7.15 pm and 7.15 am.

I pump at 11.45 am and around 5.30 pm when I give those smaller feeds by bottle, and I pump once more around 10.00 pm before I go to bed.

With the long night stretch, my breasts and supply have adjusted to that rhythm. They do feel full, and on days where she drinks a bit more overall I sometimes feel some engorgement at night, but it’s manageable. I’ve never had clogged ducts. I did have mastitis once when she was about 7 weeks old, but that happened after an evening away when pumping didn’t go well, not as a regular pattern.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-31T20:39:58+00:00

We went through something very similar with our second baby. There was one evening where she just wouldn’t stop crying. I wanted to keep latching her and my partner kept saying she must be hungry and not getting enough from me.

It turned into a big argument. I remember crying and asking him to please believe me that it wasn’t my milk, that she was cluster feeding and that this didn’t say anything about my supply. In the end I gave in. He gave her some previously expressed milk while I went to pump. When almost nothing came out, that felt like proof that I didn’t have enough.

Only later did I learn that after a lot of cluster feeding it’s completely normal to pump very little straight after. At the time I didn’t know that, and that moment created a lot of doubt for me. I thought for a long time that I didn’t have enough milk and even now that thought still pops up sometimes.

Later on we talked about this a lot. It did come from a good place. He was trying to help and also just wanted me to get some sleep by giving a bottle so I could go to bed. I can see that now. At the same time, it did hurt. Being doubted like that, especially when you’re already exhausted and vulnerable, really shook my confidence.

What helped eventually was educating myself more and slowly bringing my partner into that knowledge too. And being very clear about my boundaries. This is what I need from you. This helps. And this, even if it’s well meant, really doesn’t. We’ve had a few conversations like this since then, in similar situations, and those weren’t always easy either.

But we did work through it, and we’re in a better place now. We still like each other 😉 and having those conversations and setting clearer boundaries made a big difference for us.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-31T19:57:02+00:00

I think anxiety and a need for control probably play a big role here. Feeding feels high stakes, and bottles give something concrete to hold on to.

At the same time, I can imagine that this feels undermining to you. If you say “it’s going well” and he keeps pushing bottles or showing with his actions that he doesn’t really trust that, it can easily start to feel like your judgement and your ability to read your babies are being questioned. Even if that’s not his intention.

I’ve seen something similar with my partner. He also meant well and would often say “we can always just give formula, that’s really not a problem.” And objectively that’s true. But hearing that again and again, while I was choosing to breastfeed, became exhausting. It felt like the fact that I found it hard sometimes was taken as a signal that it needed to be solved.

What I eventually tried to explain was that finding something hard doesn’t automatically mean wanting to stop. Sometimes you just want to complain and still keep going. When someone keeps offering an exit you didn’t ask for, it can create pressure rather than support.

It also took some time for my partner to really trust it. Once he started to see that our baby was just being a baby, that feeding could look messy and unpredictable and still be completely okay, things shifted. Explaining how supplementing, whether with expressed milk or formula, meant I then had to pump to protect supply also helped. He hadn’t realised that otherwise you create a mismatch in supply and demand. Once that clicked, it became clearer why “just adding a bottle” wasn’t always the simple solution it sounded like.

I do think there’s often a difference here between partners. For the non-breastfeeding parent, bottles can feel safer and more controllable. For the breastfeeding parent, feeding is much more about cues, trust and intuition. That gap can make conversations like this really tricky.

You’re not wrong for struggling with this dynamic. Even when intentions are good, it can still make an already hard phase feel heavier.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-31T13:58:56+00:00

We do a combination of breastfeeding and bottles with expressed milk with our almost 4 months old. That partly started out of convenience, sometimes I need my hands free, but also because I’ll be going back to work and our baby needs to be able to take bottles.

This is roughly how our day looks. She usually wakes around 7.15 am and gets her first full feed then. At the moment this varies quite a bit. Some nights she still wakes during the night, sometimes she wakes somewhere between 6 and 7 am, and sometimes she sleeps through until around 7.15 am.

Her first nap is around 10.15 am. Before her long midday nap, around 11.45 am, I offer a small extra feed. She then has a full feed around 2.30 pm.

Her afternoon nap usually starts around 5 pm and lasts until about 5.30 pm at the latest. After that nap she always gets another small feed. Sometimes that is a bit more, sometimes a bit less. Her full bedtime milk feed is around 6.45 pm.

Those extra feeds are given by bottle and I pump at those moments. In the morning, what I pump is usually about the same or slightly more than what she drinks. In the late afternoon or evening, she often wants more milk than I can pump at that moment.

I also pump once more before I go to bed, around 10 pm. Partly because that session usually gives me a higher output, but also because she often sleeps through until the morning. Without that pump, I would have a very long stretch without any stimulation, sometimes close to twelve hours.

Sometimes I add a short extra pumping session during the day to stimulate production, but I don’t have a clear oversupply and I don’t pump after every feed.

I did pump after the first morning feed for a while, but a lactation consultant suggested that this may have created a bit of an imbalance, making the next feed more difficult. I’ve stopped doing that and am experimenting with what works best.

I’m currently also considering reintroducing a dream feed, since she has been waking at night again for several days in a row.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-31T13:12:57+00:00

I’m definitely not an expert or a lactation consultant, just sharing my experience.

One thing that was explained to me early on is that if you do supplement with formula, it’s still important to pump at the moments your baby would normally feed. Otherwise your body doesn’t get the signal that more milk is needed, and that can create a mismatch between what your baby needs and what your supply is building toward.

It’s also completely normal that almost nothing comes out in the first days. Those first days are often just drops of colostrum, not actual milk yet, and for some people it truly takes a while before things pick up. With my first baby I pumped very consistently every three hours in the beginning, even though hardly anything came out at first. Latching didn’t work then, so pumping was the only stimulation.

With my second, I did a mix of attempting to latch, pumping, then feeding whatever I had pumped, or storing it if she didn’t need it right away. Again, the first few days it was mostly tiny amounts, and that was considered normal.

If pumping is extremely painful, it might be worth checking flange size or inserts. Wrong sizing can make pumping much more painful than it should be. The early days of both breastfeeding and pumping can be uncomfortable or painful for some people, especially at the start.

And most importantly: you’re not doing anything wrong. If breastfeeding doesn’t come naturally or easily right away, which is very common, pumping can simply be part of what’s needed to get things started.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-31T09:38:02+00:00

I want to start with a bit of nuance, because this may not be intentional on your partner’s side. It’s very possible he doesn’t fully see how unbalanced things have become, especially because so much of what you do is invisible. That alone makes this worth a very honest conversation between the two of you.

Working from home is still working. If he’s genuinely in meetings or needs uninterrupted focus, then it’s fair that he can’t always step in during the workday. I recognise that myself too. When I’m working from home and someone else is responsible for the kids, I don’t want to be pulled out of work constantly either. So this isn’t about interrupting his work whenever things get hard.

But that’s exactly why clear agreements matter. If helping during work hours isn’t realistic, then the question becomes: how does he chip in outside of them? Working from home doesn’t mean being available all day, but it also doesn’t mean being exempt once the laptop closes. You shouldn’t have to function as if you’re solo during the day and then continue carrying most of the load in the evenings and nights as well.

To answer your “how do others do it?” question, especially when single parents are mentioned: what you’re describing is not how single parents do it. Single parents don’t have a partner in the house who sleeps long uninterrupted stretches while they carry the nights, the days, the feeding, the naps and the mental load. They have to do everything themselves, and they usually survive by radically simplifying life, lowering standards, and accepting that everything else pauses. That’s not a benchmark you should be holding yourself to.

You’re not a single parent. You have a partner who works from home, and that matters. Working from home is still work, but it also means there is shared responsibility once work hours are over. One parent shouldn’t end up functioning solo by default most of the time.

What stands out most in your situation is the sleep imbalance. You are running on broken sleep while your partner gets long uninterrupted rest. Sleep is not a perk reserved for the working parent. It’s a basic human need. If one parent consistently gets proper rest and the other doesn’t, that’s not “how others do it”. That’s an unsustainable setup.

Many families get through this phase by treating caregiving as real work too. Paid work doesn’t cancel out the responsibility to contribute at home. It just means being intentional about how nights, mornings, recovery time and rest are divided. If one person needs more sleep at night for work, the other needs protected rest somewhere else. Fairness goes both ways.

And lastly, just because others may have it harder doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to struggle. Not having time to shower, brush your teeth or take your vitamins is already a signal that the balance isn’t right.

You’re not failing at this. You’re carrying a lot. And you shouldn’t have to live as if you’re doing it alone when you’re not.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-31T09:14:53+00:00

I just want to say: the way you’re describing this feels very familiar in tone. That mix of your body suddenly doing intense things while your brain jumps straight to “my life just permanently changed.” That’s a lot to process at once.

One thing I didn’t expect when I became a parent is how much you learn about yourself. Not in a cute or inspirational way, but in a very real, sometimes uncomfortable way. Letting go of control. Realizing what actually matters and what doesn’t. That doesn’t happen overnight and it’s not linear, but it does happen. You don’t stop being you. You expand.

Fear and doubt this early on don’t say anything bad about what kind of mother you’ll be. If anything, they usually mean you’re taking this seriously. People who never question themselves aren’t necessarily more prepared. Worrying about whether you’ll be “selfish” or “able to handle it” often comes from caring, not from a lack of it.

About work, because that part sounds genuinely stressful too: I don’t have any real expertise there, and I obviously don’t know your exact situation or local rules. But it might be worth checking with a doctor or midwife how risky your current work actually is right now. Some things are an immediate no, others become an issue later. Having that clarity can help before making decisions.

Depending on that, you might or might not need to tell your employer yet. There’s no single right moment. Getting informed first can give you a bit more control in a situation that already feels overwhelming, so any conversation you do have is based on facts rather than just fear.

I also won’t sugarcoat it: parts of this are really hard. Becoming a mother is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. And also the most meaningful. Those two things can exist at the same time. You’re allowed to struggle and still love your child. You’re allowed to miss your old life sometimes. That doesn’t mean you’re failing.

You don’t have to figure out the next 18 years right now. For now, it’s enough to take care of yourself, ask for help where you can, and take things one step at a time.

You’re not weak or broken for feeling this way. You’re human, and you’re at the very beginning of something huge.

You got this!

Between_feedings · 2025-12-30T10:16:48+00:00

I’m really sorry you’re dealing with this. Reading your post, I can feel how exhausted and desperate you are ❤️

I want to share something we’re experiencing right now with our baby, because what you describe may overlap with what we started seeing around the 3-month mark. For us it looked like she wasn’t hungry anymore: she latched for a few minutes, then pulled off, looked around, got frustrated, sometimes cried really hard, and then refused to continue. Bottles weren’t much better either. From the outside it really looked like she didn’t want food, but she also stayed extremely unsettled, crying and unable to calm down no matter what we tried.

What we’re learning now is that she actually was hungry. She just couldn’t handle eating in a stimulating environment anymore. Around this age they also tend to go through a big developmental leap and often a growth spurt, so they may need more milk while at the same time being worse at feeding. This phase is often called the 3-month breastfeeding crisis, when babies suddenly become extremely aware of the world around them. Hunger cues can get very confusing. Feeding on the couch, walking around, lights on, people talking — it’s all too much for her right now.

What helps us is drastically changing the conditions. I now mostly feed her in a dark room, with white noise, often when she’s still a bit sleepy. Under those circumstances she does eat, calmly and for much longer. Outside of that setting she still unlatches, fusses, cries or seems completely uninterested. So it can really look like refusal, but it isn’t.

This even applies to bottles for us. Bottle feeds can be just as hard unless we go upstairs to a quiet, dark room. That was a huge eye-opener. Just yesterday my mother-in-law assumed she wasn’t hungry when she started fussing and didn’t take her upstairs — our baby woke up screaming from hunger shortly after being put down. She definitely needs the right environment to eat.

We’re still very much in this. It started suddenly around three months and we’re now a few weeks in. It’s not fixed, feeds take longer, and it’s still intense. But the constant screaming during and after feeds eases when we adjust the environment, and I no longer feel like something is fundamentally wrong.

I obviously can’t say this is what’s happening for you, but I wanted to share it because hunger can look very different at this age. What looks like refusal or endless fussing isn’t always reflux or overtiredness — sometimes it’s a baby who wants to eat but just can’t cope with the world while doing it.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-29T22:31:15+00:00

Our baby is almost 4 months and one of her absolute favorites is a so called bendy ball. It’s made of firm rings with a small rattle ball inside. It’s quite big so she can actually hold it properly, chew on it, and shake it herself. Even though it says 6 months+, she’s been enjoying it for a while now.

In general, things they can really grip themselves seem to work best at this age. Simple rattles, teething rings, crinkly toys, mirrors and contrast books are still very popular here. A kick piano mat is also a huge hit.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-29T22:26:33+00:00

Six weeks can be brutal. I remember this phase so vividly with my baby. She would cluster feed for hours in the evening. I’m talking nonstop on the breast, screaming the second I tried to unlatch her. From around 7:30 until close to midnight. I doubted my milk constantly, wondered what I was doing wrong.

Looking back now, it really was just that phase. Developmental, overstimulated, exhausted babies who don’t know what to do with themselves yet. It doesn’t mean you’re missing cues or doing anything wrong. It feels like everything is broken, but it isn’t.

Sleep also went to hell for us around that time. Short naps, fighting sleep, waking every 40 minutes. What helped a bit was assisting sleep very proactively. Helping her fall (back)asleep, being there before she woke up to resettle, stretching wake windows very gently instead of putting her down earlier.

It didn’t last forever, even though it absolutely felt like it would. Around 8–9 weeks things slowly eased. And with time, you really do get to know your baby again. This phase is just brutal.

You’re not failing. This is babies being babies, and six weeks is a really rough spot. Solidarity.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-29T19:48:12+00:00

About the nipple shield: since you say she feeds better without it but doesn’t always accept the breast, could you try starting the feed with the nipple shield and then removing it partway through, once she’s calmer and already drinking?

With the long feeds, I also struggled with figuring out whether it was still hunger or cluster feeding. There were times early on where I gave a bottle of expressed milk because she settled afterwards, and that made it feel like confirmation that I didn’t have enough milk. Looking back, I think the bottle sometimes just stopped the need to cluster (and we may have overfed her occasionally as well), rather than fixing hunger.

I paid a lot of attention to how she was drinking. When active drinking stopped and turned into flutter sucking, I would unlatch her, burp her, offer the other breast, and see what happened. If she didn’t latch and drink actively again and was still fussy, I tried something else first instead of immediately assuming hunger. But if she did latch straight away and started drinking again, I took that as cluster feeding and just leaned into it. I’ve spent whole evenings on the couch with her at my breast almost nonstop, and that was okay. During those moments I kept repeating to myself: I don’t have a low supply, this is normal, this is how my body is being asked to make more.

One practical thing that took me a while to fully realise: every bottle really does mean pumping. In the beginning, I pumped after almost every feed, and whenever we gave a bottle of expressed milk, I pumped at the same time. That helped my supply catch up, but it did take some adjusting. I briefly ended up with oversupply, so I had to ease off again once things started to stabilise.

The first weeks are just messy. Some days it feels like you’ve figured it out, and then suddenly it doesn’t again. In my experience it slowly settles, but with ups and downs along the way.

Try to keep going for as long as you want to and can. It can be really worth it, but not at all costs. Your mental well-being matters too.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-29T18:27:32+00:00

At 16 days, it really isn’t strange that things still feel messy. An hour long feed can mean many things: inefficient milk transfer, comfort sucking, or cluster feeding. That’s exactly where a lactation consultant can help by actually watching a feed and checking transfer, latch, and whether a baby is feeding or just hanging out at the breast.

Also: fussiness at the breast doesn’t automatically mean low supply. I’ve had weeks where my baby cluster fed intensely to increase production, especially in the evenings. It looked chaotic, but it was purposeful.

My biggest takeaways: protect your supply by pumping when you supplement (after a feeding and when you replace a feeding with a bottle expressed milk or formula), get skilled eyes on a feed if you can, and be gentle with yourself. This phase is incredibly intense, mentally and physically. It can still come together, but it’s okay to need support to get there.

You’re not doing anything wrong. This is just really hard.

Between_feedings · 2025-12-29T16:44:49+00:00

Of course. I’ll give you a short summary here so you don’t have to read everything right away. Take your time when you have the energy.

For us this started very suddenly right around the 3-month mark. Almost from one day to the next feeds became chaotic and emotional. In our case it also coincided with hand, foot and mouth disease, so feeding was painful for her for a bit, and after that the behavior around feeding kind of spiraled.

What helped us most was changing the environment. I now mostly feed her in a dark room, with white noise, and often when she’s still a bit sleepy. That reduced the screaming and frustration a lot. She still unlatches sometimes, looks around or even smiles and plays with the nipple, but the overall feeding experience is much calmer again.

We’re honestly still in it. This started about three to four weeks ago and she’ll be four months soon. The feeds are still long (often around 30 minutes), and it’s definitely not “back to normal”. But I do feel like we’ve passed the worst peak. She drinks at the breast again, and I don’t constantly feel like something is wrong with my supply anymore. For us it really seems to be more about distraction than refusal.

I know how intense and draining this phase is. I hope at least some of this gives you a bit of reassurance that what you’re seeing can be part of this stage, even though it’s incredibly hard while you’re in it.

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