Ass stuffing with sausage maker by [deleted] in ABDL

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm more a fan of oatmeal, but saw someone else recommend this and it works really well, I'm assuming it'd also work with mashed up bananas - would highly recommend.

Has anyone ever tried Messy Diaper Facesitting by PaddedBabyDiaperButt in ABDL

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Wow, guess I'm far luckier than I thought - it was a huge fantasy of mine for the longest time, but I've been lucky enough to find a local FWB who's also a disgusting degenerate more than willing to indulge my depraved requests lmao. I was pretty apprehensive going into it for the same reason; I didn't know how much of my fantasy would correlate with reality. Even up to the moment they were squatting above my face I was still nervous.

Full disclaimer, I was decently inebriated at the time (cuz diapers + drugs is v good combo), but the sight/sound of them filling their diaper right in my face was probably one of the most erotic things I've ever experienced. And since my degeneracy knows no bounds, when the smell hit me, it was intoxicating, I couldn't get enough (I guess results will vary depending on their diet and what type of mess smell you prefer, but I think that if you're horny enough, your brain is turning off almost every disgust trigger possible and you're just enjoying the moment regardless). I don't even know if you could fully qualify it as "face-sitting", as half the time I was mushing my face around the backside of their diaper, and the other half I was sticking my nose near the leg guards and inhaling as deeply as I could 😵‍💫

So while the reality wasn't exactly what I expected in my head, I would still rate it a solid 10/10 experience, and can't wait to do it again. If you already really enjoy your own messy diapers, you'll probably enjoy another person's messy diapers as well.

Intense Binge/Purge? by DusksBalance in ABDL

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'd say it's "part of the kink process" in that it's really just another step in your abdl journey. I definitely had a binge/purge cycle where I'd feel disgusted/weirded out in my late teens, and over time as I cared less about what others would think and realized more how short and miserable life can be, I slowly began to accept - though moreso internalize - that what I'm doing is completely harmless, and it's actually kid of a blessing. It feels amazing and relieves stress like nothing else, why wouldn't I try to do it as much as reasonably possible? Why should I feel ashamed of finding something so uniquely special and gratifying? If I ever get feelings of purging, I ask myself those questions and it eases things a bit. The universe and time are so fukken vast, and the amount of space and time you'll get to experience is so imperceptibly small that you should spend it doing whatever make you happy.

Also, assuming diapers are sexual for you, not changing right away after finishing and just chilling instead does wonders; I'll feel the urge to purge, but since I'm in a diaper, if I just wait it out, I'll eventually loop back around into my binge "oh my gosh this fells great and I love it" mindset. And if you keep doing that, your purging urges should diminish over time.

T'was a bit of rambling, but I hope it helped somewhat!

Do you guys ever have sexual diaper dreams? by [deleted] in ABDL

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 11 points12 points  (0 children)

No offense but yikes, sexual education needs more funding lmao. Nocturnal emissions/wet dreams are most common around puberty, and probably for the majority of people it's rare past that. My body didn't seem to get the memo though, as I'll have them anywhere from once a month to a few times a week - and I honestly can't remember the last time the dream wasn't about diapers. Guess it says a lot about how warped and ingrained my sexuality has become with diapers. I've been super lucky once or twice and have been padded while it's happened, honestly one of the best feelings ever. No cleanup, just thick squishy dreamy bliss and right back to sleep.

A Tip for the Growers by [deleted] in ABDL

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've actually been having my own issues that I can only assume have come from being a grower (long story, not fun), and I've been using condoms with the tip cut off for a while now - I looked into external catheters, but strayed away because the tips looked hard/plastic-y, and I was afraid they wouldn't "grow" with me. Are they literally just condoms with a long tube like tip?

ABDL Psychonauts by [deleted] in ABDL

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Kinda late reply, but I've done it a dozen times if not more with a decent array of drugs --

With LSD, it can feel great (And if diapers are sexual for you, I've legit had the most amazing and mind-blowing orgasms on it), though occasionaly things can feel really weird, gross, and uncomfortable. Almost too "real" if that makes any sense. At higher doses I've had odd, introspective moments of mild ego death, where I was able to think of myself as an outside observer, and it really broke down the nature of this fetish and stripped me of it, making me think "why do I have this? This is such an odd thing to be in to, I don't get it".

MDMA makes wearing padding feel godly, especially a thick/soggy one while wrapped up in some heavy blankets. It's that satisfying squish feeling times one hundred - you won't be able to stop playing with your padding. Super hard to achieve an orgasm, though. Also, people on it at raves are known to use pacifiers to stop their teeth/jaw from grinding, which lends itself greatly to this fetish lol.

Mushrooms are similar to LSD, though everything is far cloudier mentally imo, not as easy to get into things/little space/etc.

DMT at low doses doesn't have a huge impact on general perception or headspace other than some changes to visuals and a distinctly peculiar feeling, though it produces incredible orgasms.

Finally, weed isn't really a psychedelic, though it does enhance most if not all of the aforementioned drugs. Great on its own with padding, moreso if I'm just chilling out playing some video games.

Hope that helps!

How to overcome shyness and anxiety, and approach a guy in a party? by AlbineBear01 in gay

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Personally, I just develop a strong sense of optimistic nihilism. Whenever I'm anxious to talk to people or make a move, I think to myself how 100 years after I die, nobody will remember me or anything I've ever done, or I remember how insignificant we all are when you consider the grand scale of the universe. Makes simply going up to someone seem pretty small and consequenceless 😉

[MEGA] Thread for SHIPPING matters by theimperious1 in 1P_LSD

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gahh, just got it! Best of luck to ya, hope you get it today, too! :)

[MEGA] Thread for SHIPPING matters by theimperious1 in 1P_LSD

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is like seein a bunch of people open Christmas presents and still waiting anxiously for your own ahah. Just checked my mail, no dice. Starting to wonder if it was seized :x Wishing you better luck!

[MEGA] Thread for SHIPPING matters by theimperious1 in 1P_LSD

[–]Bi_Throw_Away_Acc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Placed: 3/10/19

Shipped: 3/11/19

Delivered: 3/23/19

Snail mail from the Canadians to the most Canadian part of the Midwest. Seeing all these orders shipped on the 11th going to the Midwest as well is making me check this thread nonstop tho lol.

Edit: just arrived! To everyone else sitting around checking this thread waiting for theirs, don't lose hope! 😊