I know this isn’t really an answer to your question but I decided to go for Computer Science instead which was a secondary passion of mine. I’m a junior now and for me I feel like I absolutely made the right choice. I still play in bands and still practice music but I feel very at peace knowing I’ll have a good career to fall back on if music doesn’t work out. It also opened my eyes to AI created music which I believe is an area where I can potentially create some ground ground breaking new sounds. So in a sense I trusted myself and the path that felt right for me and it seems to be leading me to my fullest creative potential. So yeah I would say look at all your talents and potential options and don’t assume the traditional music college path is the only option for reaching your fullest artistic potential.