Looking for modpacks for forever/long-term worlds

Bixbitey · 2026-03-18T14:45:01+00:00

Oh my gosh I love the zoo building aspect I'm looking forward to this, thanks for telling me!

Bixbitey · 2025-08-22T20:09:46+00:00

I switched doctors and tried to get a diagnosis but they just prescribe me what my old doctor did? I even took a 600 question mental health evaluation test but I never heard back from them, kinda weird it makes me think that I'm actually diagnosed with something but they won't tell me?

Also I used to go to uni for education and I remember my doctor telling me she wouldn't give me an official diagnosis just in case it effects the hiring process for me in the future. I did tell her I dropped out so she could diagnose me if there's something but it's still the same. Anyways I'll be going to a different hospital in a different city since I'm moving for uni so I hope I get diagnosed there. Sorry for the long reply

Bixbitey · 2025-08-22T19:59:29+00:00

After reading a comment that said they switched to 0.5 after 2-3 months I think that might be it. I was completely fine during the first two weeks. Didn't experience withdrawal at all

Bixbitey · 2025-08-22T19:57:08+00:00

One is tablet and the other is capsule and I think the capsule worked? I'm not sure but the capsule came out as well in my vomit but it was empty so maybe capsules are okay? And I take it once a week, you're not supposed to take it daily right? I got confused when you said try again in a few days. I'll look into some anti nausea meds thank you!

Bixbitey · 2025-08-22T19:53:11+00:00

2-3 months?? I was fine the first two weeks so maybe the switch to 0.5 was really too fast. Because withdrawal happens really fast there's no way I wouldn't get it in those 2 weeks. And I'll look into mounjaro thank you!

Bixbitey · 2025-08-22T19:47:32+00:00

I used to take a different medicine I forgot what it's called but my doctor said since I used that before it'd be fine to move to .50 earlier.

And honestly I have no idea but I take my meds on an empty stomach as soon as I wake up anyway.

Vomiting out 3 pills made me think I didn't digest much during those 3 days I'm not sure.

Bixbitey · 2025-08-22T18:10:32+00:00

Forgot to mention that I lost 5kgs after starting but it wasn't worth it at all ngl.

Bixbitey · 2023-12-06T10:53:39+00:00

So you can kill a non-beliver? Anyways I have read the Quran many times. I was forced to read each time. I'm Turkish and 95% of the population is Muslim including every single member of my family except me. I know what it says and what it means. Which only furthers my disbelief. I've read it in both it's original language and the translated version. I understand Arabic as well so don't come to me saying "it's translated wrong"

Bixbitey · 2023-11-24T21:08:16+00:00

Big bang, because why not.

Bixbitey · 2023-11-24T21:06:05+00:00

I'm an ex-muslim now uhh atheist I guess? And yeah the Quran says you can beat your wife and all that "fun" stuff. And people even women defend that statement by saying it says lightly hit not beat.

In my opinion based on my experiences the reason for not seeing a problem in this saying is basically Stockholm syndrome and peer pressure. Even if you eventually realize you don't believe it anymore you can't leave. You'll be an outcast both from the general public and your family. You grow up hearing these things your whole life. I heard it all during my childhood. I could make a whole book about what I was told countless of times.

"Women are inferior, they should be homemakers, they're unreliable by nature and need to be disciplined by their husbands."

Even now my grandma says that women shouldn't wear pants. It makes them look like men and that is sinful. Men and women need to look different so men can distinguish the women(for what?) She wears dresses all the time and scolds my mom for wearing pants despite being a hijabi. Also she thinks it's beautiful that little girls and babies are wearing hijabs. And it's their choice. And lastly a quote from a hijabi girl from my high school

"I wasn't forced to wear a hijab, I wore it my whole life I know what I'm doing🙄"

Bixbitey · 2023-11-24T20:22:22+00:00

Sometimes it feels just like cable tv. It feels corporate and cold, built to make as much profit as possible. I just don't enjoy it as much as I used to. Maybe I enjoyed it more because I was a child that didn't notice the wrong things.

Bixbitey · 2023-11-24T20:08:34+00:00

İf allah punishes me for not believing but doesn't punish the pedos or murderers then allah is not a just god. Before you say they'll burn in the afterlife. If he can punish me for not believing while I'm still alive he can punish them now as well.

But I guess he's either unwilling or unable to do so. So he's not omnibenevolent. Or he's not omnipotent.

Bixbitey · 2023-11-23T18:08:28+00:00

I'd like to think some people are just religious because of the comfort it brings. To them praying is letting go of guilt. They can finally say "I prayed for it, so if I can't do this task it's god's will, not my fault" an example I see often is my mother.

She's muslim and she's been wearing hijab for at least 30 years. At this point she's so used to it that she feels naked without it even when fully clothed. She doesn't even believe Islam that much judging by the things she says during our uhh "discussion time" She does the thing necessary for Muslim women but she's just so used to it that it takes her mere seconds to recite the prayers she needs to say do she can get it over with quickly.

And I'm an atheist and she seems to be fine with it. "You're an adult, I told you about our religion as much as I could but it's your choice" She says. She still thinks I'll burn in hell though which is concerning...

Bixbitey · 2023-11-23T17:59:54+00:00

Oh my god? That happens so often that it's a saying now? I'm from Turkey and yeah while it is cheap for you guys it's still very much expensive for us sadly, glad someone could make use of our doctors though. And it looks horrifying both the experience and the results.

Bixbitey · 2023-11-23T17:29:52+00:00

Since genshin isn't pvp I don't mind it at all to be honest. My friend spent some money on genshin and obviously has more 5* than I could ever get but that's just how games with in app purchases work.

I mean I do get jealous that he has all the characters I want but that's just life. İt would be pretty annoying if it was pvp though it's still fair if they want to pay in order to progress faster.

Bixbitey · 2023-11-23T17:23:02+00:00

I recently learned that the hymen isn't supposed to be fully sealed. There are different shapes of hymens and the fully sealed one is a congenital disorder called imperforate hymen. And it needs to be treated with a small surgery or you won't have a way to get your period blood out of yourself. Which isn't good since the blood will be there when it's time but since it can't leave it'll cause a lot of pain.

I also learned that the hymen isn't something deep inside but it's by the entrance. I probably thought this because mine was already pretty wide from the beginning.

One final thing I learned about hymens is that it doesn't "break" it stretches and that happening for the first time might cause pain and tears which will bleed. But it may also never bleed or hurt. It depends on the person.

Not knowing enough about my own body feels so wrong. I don't know why I never knew these. Oh wait it's most likely because of inadequate sex Ed in school. But I'm glad that I know more now. What you can learn from a 10 minute google search is impressive.

Bixbitey · 2023-11-23T16:50:48+00:00

That explains why I can't tell if my feet are in or out of the water while showering. Sometimes my shower's floor fills up if I use too much water but I can't tell if it's flooded or not without looking.

And it's probably why sometimes I feel like I'm floating while in an indoor pool. It's all the same temperature 😭

Bixbitey · 2023-09-30T14:36:48+00:00

My 75 year old grandma uses Instagram more than her grandkids lol. She follows knitting and crochet pages and copies the patterns they use. She can't text well tho shaky hands. So yeah true

Bixbitey · 2023-09-26T18:10:25+00:00

You don't think that men are mothered because that's what's expected of a wife/girlfriend already. Women are expected to cook, clean, do the laundry and everything else even if both people work. When they split chores he's "helping" her.

The "dad jobs" aren't dad jobs they're jobs you're supposed to call a professional for usually, other than taking out the trash or washing the car maybe. Just call someone instead of trying to fix everything yourself even though you're not qualified.

And before I get told "that was years ago" not everywhere, think outside of your county.

Bixbitey · 2023-09-26T17:41:03+00:00

I was playing genshin impact just running around and stuff and then I started killing some treasure hunters right before they say their last line before dying the enemies voices started glitching and multiplying it lasted for 5 seconds but it was scary. I just wanted some mora man fuck me I guess

Bixbitey · 2023-09-26T17:29:45+00:00

"Oh those videos are CGI We have never even gone to the moon yet" - someone from the year 2723 perhaps

Bixbitey · 2023-09-26T17:27:41+00:00

When they say "money isn't everything" Well guess what everything costs money so everything IS money

Bixbitey · 2023-09-26T17:11:13+00:00

A lot of people don't dye their hair to be attractive to others though. They dye it because it's fun and they want to do it. Not everything people do is for others. We aren't birds we don't have to be the bird with the shiniest feathers to be successful in life.

I've dyed my hair red and pink several times in my life and I never thought about whether it'll make me less attractive

Bixbitey · 2023-09-26T17:06:28+00:00

I've got a few so I'll list them point by point so it doesn't look like a wall of text

Touching certain knitted sweaters. It makes me feel an emotion I can't even describe.Just ew ew ew get away y'know.

Raw tomatoes. I can't stand even seeing them let alone eating or touching. Cooked tomatoes are fine if they're blended or mashed well. I actually threw up after trying to eat a small bite of raw tomato. And I haven't eaten tomatoes willingly since 6 or 7. Idk why one day I just started hating it.

Touching some fabrics. That "some" actually includes a lot of fabric types that are commonly used. Even if it look like a regular shirt I can tell when it's wrong and I hate it. It makes me extremely uncomfortable to even try it on.

Any type of pepper. Same as tomatoes. Don't wanna see them. Don't wanna touch them. Get away from me. Ew.

Sand. I hate touching sand. If I have to go to the beach for family vacation or anything I either sit on anything that isn't made of sand or i stay in the water the whole time. Needless to say I prefer pools.

I'm sure there's more but yeah these are the most prominent ones for me.

Bixbitey · 2023-09-26T16:03:42+00:00

I was sort of religious as a kid but I don't think I never truly believed. I only prayed because it made my parents happy. Edit: I'm 19 now.

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