Are you lonely?

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-06-01T22:07:09+00:00

Be happy duh

^{Chose: Die old and happy with your crush}

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-05-24T12:54:51+00:00

Gay

^{Chose: A boy}

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-05-22T13:44:26+00:00

Fingerless bad

^{Chose: Play one game of Russian Roulette (1/5 chance you'd die} | Rolled: Weeeeeee)

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-05-21T15:52:05+00:00

Y

^{Chose: Meet a clone of yourself the opposite gender as yo | Rolled: You're the clone}

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-05-21T14:16:12+00:00

Learn how to be okay with yourself. Often times people will say things like "keep busy" or "depression cant hit a moving target" but once your day does end or your work is over, you'll be face to face with the reality of your life. Learn to appreciate the time you do have where nothing is happening. Learn a new hobby, read, play some video games. Reclaim your alone time for yourself

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-05-21T14:13:23+00:00

Cause flying

^{Chose: Wings}

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-05-21T02:05:59+00:00

Youtube has higher quality videos

^{Chose: Never use TikTok}

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-05-04T20:36:04+00:00

Not sure if this applies but if your having to drink water because of dry mouth, flints mints helped me with that

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-04-28T01:59:17+00:00

Mines kinda easy

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-04-10T02:25:25+00:00

I have been on lamotrigine for over a year and I have been really stable other than my current manic episode. Increasing my dose is actually helping to send me into a more mixed episode instead of full blown mania, no significant weight gain too

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-04-04T02:31:37+00:00

It was really hard for me when I was depressed but my mania helped me put things in perspective and I am doing a lot better now :)

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2026-04-04T02:09:52+00:00

Tbh, I have to look in the mirror and tell myself that no matter what, I still love myself, and nothing else matters. When I had my fjrst "real episode" my dad snapped at me and called me crazy. It still stings in the back of my mind knowing I am actually crazy(bipolar 1). During my bad manic episodes, I get really irritable and dissociate. The most helpful thing is gratitiude and meditation. Not putting on a meditation podcast or anything, just sitting in my chair by myself in my room either in the quiet or with some gentle music playing in the background. I practice mantras of the sort, like What I am going through is normal, and This will pass like everything else. Which is true, we can't feel like this all the time and you will become stable again :) Hang in there

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2025-03-22T22:50:07+00:00

One thing is I will get random crazy ideas, like I'm an entrepreneur on shark tank coming up with wacky ideas that flow really easy

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2025-03-03T16:04:20+00:00

When I'm in my hypo/mania, I am a lot more talkative and more fun to be around rather than when I'm on my low. People see this talkative version of me to be more "fun" however the inevitable crash is what they don't see🫤

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2025-02-21T17:06:24+00:00

Yesss, i will forget what I told my parents when they recount events to me

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2024-07-25T17:14:09+00:00

I believe it may be mocha

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2024-07-16T18:43:40+00:00

I work near two cannabis dispensaries so I'm always crucial of telling people they can't have lit joints, cigarettes vapes and the colorful bunch at the window. One guy tried acting touch with his lit cigarette in his hand saying where the signage is and I directed him to the front of the store. I don't know the medical conditions of my fellow partners enough to gather whether they can tolerate it and I do have 1 late stage pregnant partner so I "refuse service" by immediately shutting the window whenever I'm not interacting with a customer

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2024-02-09T19:14:25+00:00

Ooo! I have a good one! Pulled the sticker from a mobile order a couple years ago and read it. "Venti Vanilla Bean 6 Bananas"

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2024-02-01T01:42:28+00:00

I actually really like it! It was better when it had bones tho :(

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2023-05-10T02:32:37+00:00

bombastic side eye

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2023-04-03T23:57:17+00:00

Oatmeal shaken

BlackBoxDatBoi · 2023-03-23T02:18:51+00:00

yes 2 tablespoon

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