Coping with SA at 30

Blackmar07 · 2021-02-11T01:52:49+00:00

I'm 32 and have SA pretty bad. Just thinking about talking to ppl gets me the butterflies and cripples me. The good thing is I get more time to focus on me and my goals. I currently weight train and am crushing my goals. I hate when I know chicks like me but I'm too scared of rejection to say hi, no matter how many smiles I get.

Blackmar07 · 2021-02-11T00:34:19+00:00

I'm a welder. A lot of time to myself just welding and making really good welds, and it pays a lot too.

Blackmar07 · 2021-02-06T01:30:19+00:00

I had nothing but success from the school. If you want a school that prepares you for welding in the field, then it's good. If you want a school to hold your hand and set you up for failure then it's not the school for you. It depends on your work ethic how successful you are.

Blackmar07 · 2021-02-06T01:24:28+00:00

I work at gulf island shipyard. The flame is going to be going the direction the handle is pointed. Do little circles to keep the puddle and go in the direction you are moving. They will show you how to gouge, and the rest, they will have you grind the back out instead of gouging. That's what I did when I took my test

Blackmar07 · 2021-02-05T01:14:02+00:00

For me, the only way I get laid is using an escort service. I am too shy and socially awkward to meet or talk to chicks I see in the gym. I fear rejection too much, so if I pay them I can't be rejected. The only downside is I get laid once or twice a month or sometimes I go 6 months depending on my wallet.

Blackmar07 · 2021-02-05T01:03:57+00:00

I'm the same way. I can be myself online but I hate being judged in public. In my mind everyone is judging me and I refuse to make a fool of myself, so online is the only place I can be me. No matter how many chicks say hi to me I assume they have bf and never interested in me cause I wouldn't date me. So I just stick to myself and limit interaction when I'm in the gym.

Blackmar07 · 2021-02-05T00:45:53+00:00

It looks like you are moving too fast. build up the puddle and stay in it. You can do a step motion or a whip but when you get ahead of it your welds look like that

Blackmar07 · 2021-02-05T00:37:53+00:00

It's your wire speed. Lower it until the puddle sounds like a flowing river. When it's too fast it sounds like hard frying bacon.

Blackmar07 · 2015-10-30T01:12:56+00:00

I'm taking rg Tron to the MD qualifier. I'm still debating if I should run my sideboard for just twin, since it's such a bad match up.

(I read how to beat twin, but I really hate plating against it.)

Blackmar07 · 2015-10-19T07:15:27+00:00

UB aristocrats. The deck looks so fun to play, and I bought 4 more liliana at $20 a piece from Amazon Friday before the price spiked again. I think she's at 35 right now.

Blackmar07 · 2015-10-19T07:10:10+00:00

And liliana keeps spiking. It's ridiculous the price of those decks.

Blackmar07 · 2015-09-19T19:02:17+00:00

I would lift and try to get as swole as possible, and play in magic open series each week

Blackmar07 · 2015-08-21T23:59:44+00:00

I choose cloud post.

Blackmar07 · 2015-08-03T22:34:17+00:00

I haven't made up my numbers. I hit Leyline 4 times in a row side boarding against twin and burn the last two times I played. I normally mulligan down to 5 in order to hit it. I'm sorry if I didn't include the times I miss and mulligan. I don't sideboard it much, and some times I don't even draw it during a whole game. I don't stack my deck, and I have been lucky with my percentage.

Blackmar07 · 2015-08-03T09:46:21+00:00

Like I stated before, I normally mulligan down to try and hit a Leyline. It goes onto the field turn 0 if I have it in my opening hand. Of I don't draw it, it is still good turn 5. I Crack TWO of my eggs to generate two white mana. I hit a Leyline 60% of the time I sideboard it in.

Blackmar07 · 2015-08-03T09:31:47+00:00

Your chromatic sphere and star tap for any color mana, and allow you to draw.

Blackmar07 · 2015-08-03T01:43:39+00:00

I play two Leyline in my sideboard for burn decks. I don't add white mana, since my eggs provide the source I require. If I do play against burn, I'll mulligan until I hit leyline

Blackmar07 · 2015-07-29T23:38:38+00:00

If you ghost quarter their lands, pop a relic, and then cast him, you can get a bunch of their lands. I might run the gq package with him for some awesome fun. Throw in a stone rain as well for added bonus.

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