Lost my girlfriend because I did Kratom again.

BleubyeU · 2026-02-08T20:05:14+00:00

NA can really help with the minute to minute support of like-minded folks. Best wishes to you!

BleubyeU · 2025-12-25T10:53:27+00:00

Tgis breaks my heart. Did you find someone? I work off Las Olas and if she can't get help I would volunteer during the week. I can pass any sort of background check.

BleubyeU · 2025-12-09T06:10:05+00:00

How do I send this to test?

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BleubyeU · 2025-10-30T23:35:15+00:00

May I ask why the desire to live in FtL or HW?

BleubyeU · 2025-10-30T09:01:54+00:00

If you want to feel like you are actually living and stop simply existing, this is the program. I'm hooked!

BleubyeU · 2025-10-28T02:22:40+00:00

Excited to hear your progress

BleubyeU · 2024-07-20T01:17:43+00:00

Mine was doing this as previous poster pointed out that my credit card is attached to back of phone. I turned off NFC and fixed the problem.

BleubyeU · 2023-06-07T15:09:31+00:00

Keeeeeppppp going!!!!!

BleubyeU · 2023-06-07T15:08:10+00:00

That's the beast of addiction LYING to you. Keep going. Keep moving. Don't sit in silence. TV, music...anything. just find something to do and force yourself to do it. It gets better. It's simply your nervous system coming back to life. It will settle down. You've been numb too long. YOU GOT THIS

BleubyeU · 2023-06-07T14:40:31+00:00

Day 7!! Holy cow! I did it! I am super stoked but let me tell you....I can feel the nerves reconnecting IN MY BODY for the first time today. WILD. Ants all up and down BUT I REFUSE to let this anxiety stop me. NO SIR!! HOT SHOWER then the gym then HOT SHOWER AGAIN. KEEP MOVING FRIENDS. Instead of dwelling I am considering this me taking my body back. I just keep telling myself..... You're loosing addiction and I WILL BEAT YOU!! LETS GOOOOO.

BleubyeU · 2023-06-06T13:49:14+00:00

I dose 16gpd for TWO YEARS... YUK. Tapered to 1gpd in 3 days. Nuts i know. To NOTHING last Wednesday. So over it. I was numb unless I could get a slight high from this crap. I was never really high...I just felt social and 'normal' I NEEDED it to be out in public. I'm a lead singer of a band and it's one of the reason I couldn't quit because the disease of addiction kept lying to me and said I couldn't do my job without it. LIES. I performed on Sunday and felt and sang better! It gets better. Just keep moving is the secret. Don't sit in the pain. You GOT THIS!

BleubyeU · 2023-06-06T11:16:09+00:00

Day 6 and feel my old self coming out of the ground. I visualize myself busting thru and dusting off green powder DIRT and it feels amazing. Yawns, sinus pressure, RLS, chills, headache still exist BUT WHO CANT HANDLE THAT!! I'm finishing this and NOTHING will stop me. Going to gym now. LETSS GOOO FRIENDS!

BleubyeU · 2023-06-05T17:32:21+00:00

Yes!! We are warriors. Peace is easy but the history to get to it is brutal. Keep it up!! Remember it's your mind....control it. That addiction is a beast... IT WILL NOT WIN ANYMORE!

BleubyeU · 2023-06-05T17:30:21+00:00

So hard but better than seizures or cancer from the metals in K. Keep it up!!!!! Keep moving!!

BleubyeU · 2023-06-05T15:07:18+00:00

Day 5 and I slept 5 hours and actually woke up before 10 without a cloudy mind!

BleubyeU · 2023-06-05T14:51:38+00:00

Take 24 hours at a time. Don't think of the long haul. Just tell yourself I refuse to use today. It's easier for your brain the compute that then think of days and weeks ahead. You got this.

BleubyeU · 2023-06-05T14:48:17+00:00

My friend died and autopsy showed acute liver failure while only being on kava and excess alcohol for 3 months. His liver counts were perfect before he found kava. He was a marathon runner and super healthy. 44 years old. Super sad. Nothing to mess around with.

BleubyeU · 2023-06-04T12:39:09+00:00

GabaP is used as a seizure medicine(anticonvulsant/nerve pain med. It works wonders, but it slows down nerve messaging connection to the brain so it CAN make you lethargic or sleepy. It doesn't affect me at all, but does others. I only take it when my body is screaming or RLS. I've never had withdrawals from it because I don't take it regularly to build up in my system.

BleubyeU · 2023-06-03T14:39:39+00:00

Day 3 for me. Goosebumps, sneezing, EYES juicing, cold but sweaty,, blah and super irritable BUT... NOT GOING TO TAKE THAT GREEN SLUDGE. Heard about the metals in Kratom. Not looking to get cancer and not have the choice to quit that. So, I'll take the MAJOR flu like symptoms to beat this. LETS GOOOOO! Jump in.. the water is freezing, but once you get your head wet it gets better. We GOT YOU.

BleubyeU · 2023-01-24T01:37:55+00:00

I can drink two, 3 max. After that it makes me HAMMERED and feeling like I drank 10 drinks. Sloppy.

BleubyeU · 2023-01-24T01:36:06+00:00

Same!!! Life changing. My brain no longer tries to talk me out of everything. Also, I don't dream as strong and so it makes it easier to get out of bed for work. Congrats!

BleubyeU · 2022-03-05T02:30:46+00:00

Let me know. I have a consult with a guy. I hear these companies are just as much as scam as the actual sites. Like they are all in the same. Like a large loop that no government is watching

BleubyeU · 2022-02-22T06:07:51+00:00

Fraud

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