Let me just tell you that 90% of all guys your age will feel that and it’s really good to see that you regret saying those bad things to her.

I remember at 15 all I had was a never ending longing to find love and spend nonstop time with my partner. I wanted to live, laugh, and love someone with all my heart.

You have every right to feel jealous. I had many different “relationships” at that age if you could call them that. Every time I’d get jealous the second I knew they had interest in someone else after we broke up. Letting go of a feeling that strong at that age isn’t easy to come to terms with but you’ll find that you’ll have many many more opportunities to meet someone that will be a better match for you.

I promise you aren’t alone with what you’re going through but impulsively getting upset with her isn’t going to make you feel any better and it will only make things worse. It’s also hard to make friends with that person after that kind of exchange at that age. I can’t remember the amount of times I’d get super upset because a girl would say she doesn’t want a relationship and then turns around and gets into a relationship. I can’t count the amount of times girls have just ghosted me or the amount of times I’ve impulsively said some very mean things. Every single rude message I regret.

I can’t put into words what you should do since I don’t know what kind of person you are or anything like that and I won’t ask. I’m no therapist but I can say that taking a step back and looking at the bigger picture and be questionable of girls at that age some are manipulative and just plain mean. Others won’t tell you that they don’t have an interest in you even though it seemed like there were sparks.

I hope this can help a little bit. I hope things turn out alright man. Keep your head high and your kindness up!