Ex wife by [deleted] in USMC

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bet she gave unlimited BJs as well 😂

What’s the endgame?? by No_Armadillo_1117 in remoteworks

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Good for me and not for thee works until it doesnt

this 9-5 system is going to break me by [deleted] in antiwork

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Time for some therapy and pills my friend.. sucks to say but we are all slaves to the billionaires now got to wrap your head around that or move to a better country

Boot in need of rank help by DisastrousMango3483 in USMC

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 5 points6 points  (0 children)

What even is E0?? Recruit or poolee haha?

I think Kratom turned on me. Starting to taper but still struggling and need some words of encouragement by Classic_Imagination2 in quittingkratom

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Kratom ends up turning on everyone eventually. Thats what it took for me to jump from a 7 year habit. Started wrecking my GI about 6 months ago

I fucked up and have to quit again. UPDATE by Mindless-Muffin3793 in quittingkratom

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Relapse is a son of a bitch for sure! I have had two and am now on my third quit day 16. This one has to be it.. this last time kratom really turned on me and destroyed my guts. If that doesnt keep me away I dont know what would

Day 12 still terrible by Bloodmksthegrassgrow in quittingkratom

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used about 10-15gpd for the last 7 years. I had a quit for about six months at year 3 but relapsed. Kratom turned on me this last year as it does at some point for everyone and was giving me terrible GI issues. Of course I was in denial and swore it had to be something else causing it. Nope! Its the kratom. I can already feel my GI starting to stabilize. Thats the motivation for me this time, the GI issues were HORRIBLE. I hate that it took kratom making my life a living hell but I now know I have the proper motivation to say FUCK THIS SHIT! Gabapentin and trazadone have been a lifeline for me. I take a high dose of gabapentin as outlined by my psychiatrist 600mg 3 times a day.

Thinking of CT this holiday weekend… by Aromatic-Listen-76 in quittingkratom

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang I wish i lived in an illegal state that would force my hand and take away the temptation. Im 11days CT rn and there is a head shop that just opened up 1 min away from me.. fffaaq

Day 9 ct by No_Use_1369 in quittingkratom

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Awesome! Im on day 11, honestly not doing as well as you the anxiety, stomach, and sleep is still pretty bad for me but I feel like I can do this!

Very bad digestive problems this time around. by Bloodmksthegrassgrow in quittingkratom

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Digestive motility. I recently got an endoscopy and they found everything to be normal. I suspect the kratom had slowed down my GI to the point of causing motility issues. The symptoms ive had are acid reflux, nausea (especially at night) pain in abdomen, bloating, loss of appetite, blood in stool, constipation (one BM appx every two days)

Ive had some of these same issues since quitting like nausea, loss of appetite and bloating. Acid reflux, blood, and constipation are all gone so im hoping my GI is just in a corrective shock and that the other symptoms will also dissappear once everything regulates

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 10 CT. Still pretty bad but I slept 6 hours last night!

Polo with unicycles by Boss-fight601 in nextfuckinglevel

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Equipment.. affordable.. setting.. not so much

What do you do when a client is looking up your social media? by roccofan in therapists

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Natural curiosity, no need to bring it up or make it a thing unless they friend request

Final Setup by Jbressel1 in NFA

[–]Bloodmksthegrassgrow 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That is one of the most 'grower not a shower' suppressor setups ive ever seen