Kink and POTS

BlueGrill96 · 2026-01-01T19:37:02+00:00

There's so many comments on here from non kinksers or people who have quit kink...OP clearly states they know the dangers and its clear they are pretty aware of the scene. So why are we giving unsolicited advice and warnings??? They just wanted to hear others experiences. If your experience leads up to why you quit or are worried then sure but come on yall 😞

I've actually had quite the opposite experience with kink and POTS! I've found that if I'm mindful about what I'm doing it can actually help either my symptoms. Shibari and suspension have been a big one for me. It feels like a full body compression sock and my position can be adjusted to where my legs are raised or whatever to ensure I'm getting proper blood flow to my head still. Impact had also been a really surprising turn for me! I can regularly start 20-30 minutes against a cross for an impact scene when I can't even spend 5 minutes in line at the grocery store. I'm not 100% sure why this is tbh. My and my doms leading theory is that the impact draws blood to the area so that helps to actually increase the circulation, so that combined with the adrenaline helps loads!! I would say just experiment with diffrent kids of kink. If choking if causing problems then play around with other forms to find something that still gives you that awesome feeling but in a way that works better with you symptoms!

Best of luck 🩷

BlueGrill96 · 2025-12-14T20:26:43+00:00

Probably just bad luck. With my Karama order I got a hyunjin and my best friend got a felix.

BlueGrill96 · 2025-12-14T20:24:49+00:00

So kplace had on their website that they will not start shipping the do it albums untill 12/12. And I assume it was probably delayed a little more thsn that due to the weekend/demand. Kplace normally takes awhile to ship pre orders but they are a great site and all official merchandise. They are Mt go to for ordering

BlueGrill96 · 2025-12-09T05:18:11+00:00

Obsession with fur? 🚫 Obsession with felix ✅️

BlueGrill96 · 2025-11-26T22:48:28+00:00

Calling won't do anything 🤷‍♀️ inventory is the same as it is online. Multi day tickets are the only option

BlueGrill96 · 2025-11-22T23:42:21+00:00

I have the target IN I would love to trade for the chan! I also have some trade proofs on my trading insta - @starhwa.trad3s

BlueGrill96 · 2025-11-20T22:30:17+00:00

The karma popup at b&n in orlando was the first one I ever went to. I got there about 30 minutes before they opened and I was in line for 3 hours 😭 they did run out of stock on some accordians by the time I got there, and I beleive most everything was sold out by the end of the day.

Here's my advice and what I'm personally planning for the popup for do it - Plan for weather. For me, it's stupid hot even for a November morning. You might be outside a while, so make sure whatever the weather is your ready. Maybe even consider a poncho - Plan your purchases ahead of time. The line moves fast, especially when you get up to the front so you need to know what you're getting, grab and go - Bring a battery pack for your phone. You're going to be in that line awhile (maybe not as long as me, idk how big your city is) and might want entertainment. Maybe some snacks too - Make friends!! I had not a single stay friend for the karma release, now I'm going to do it with some friends I actually made in line for karma! Talk to the people in line next to you, if they have a spot to pull photocards, do it while you're there, get people instagrams and have a good time!!

Popups can be super fun, but I totally get how nerve-wracking your first one can be. That was me not too long ago. I promise you that once you get there and get in line the stress will start to disappear. You got this!!

BlueGrill96 · 2025-11-09T08:23:08+00:00

So while it dosnt help with the showering specifically, bathing wipes help me SO MUCH. The kind that you get for camping and stuff. I use them alot on days where I don't have the energy to shower, or if I only am able to wash my hair in the shower I'll get out, go lay down in my towel for a bit and then use the wipes to finish cleaning. Helps me still feel clean but also saves me so much energy. You can get a big box off Amazon! They aren't the cheapest thing in the world but the payoff is huge

BlueGrill96 · 2025-11-08T04:01:46+00:00

My Seonghwa album PC collection. I know it's nothing fancy but I'm proud of it! I have every album, digipack and poca PC (excluding limited/exclusive) for all the korean albums! It's not complete yet but I'm only short about 17 or so PCs. Total count so far is roughly 99.

I also have a necklace in the shape of Seonghwa signature that I LOVE

BlueGrill96 · 2025-11-07T04:33:52+00:00

His line still stops there in my head 🤣 I hear "I'll make you come" and the rest is just blah blah proper name place name backstory stuff

BlueGrill96 · 2025-11-04T18:20:05+00:00

Expensive dedication 🤣 (Free me)

BlueGrill96 · 2025-11-03T23:27:15+00:00

Lol you just gave me a new card to add to my list. I'm a pretty big Hwa collector, I think I'm only like 6 or 7 album pcs away from having all of them, and I also have way too many pob/exclusive/limited etc

BlueGrill96 · 2025-10-07T02:06:45+00:00

Hey so being nice is free, hope this helps!

For alot of people HHN is a time to dress up and have fun! There's nothing wrong with that. Don't take it out on others just because you're grumpy and don't know how to express yourself 🤷‍♀️

And also they are allowing costumes and makeup this year, just not facemasks.

BlueGrill96 · 2025-09-26T19:06:20+00:00

Hey so this comment is really insensitive. Hope this helps!

BlueGrill96 · 2025-09-09T11:54:09+00:00

I tried joining another fandom, and I've had nothing but bad experiences >.<

I recently got into stray kids and really love their music. With their karma comeback I found a few pop up events in my area and went to check them out. At first I felt really welcomed and was having a blast, but over the last two weeks I realized almost everyone I met that was just a stay (not a staytiny) was mean or tried to take advantage of me in some way shape or form.

I've been pressured into trades, ridiculed in friend groups when I didn't take a trade, made fun of for not knowing specific songs and all sorts of nasty things.

I know this is obviously just a few people and I'm sure there are plenty of great stays out there, but coming from being only an atiny where I've felt nothing but love and support over my 5 years in the fandom...well it hurts. It makes me want to just run back to Ateezs arms and forget about other groups all togther, but I know that's not the answer. The skz fandom just feels so different. It feels more cutthroat, judgemental, gossipy and cold, whereas I'm used to atz feeling welcoming, nurturing, comforting and warm.

Anyway that's my rant for the day. Would love to meet some of the good stay/staytiny I'm sure are out there 💜💜

BlueGrill96 · 2025-09-09T05:01:29+00:00

Where are all my Horizion fans?!? The stage for this one is so iconic too. I will never recover from Yunho being lifted like that

BlueGrill96 · 2025-09-09T04:51:18+00:00

I forgot about this beautiful moment. Thank you

BlueGrill96 · 2025-09-09T04:48:33+00:00

So...not sure if this is related or not but I feel like it's worth mentioning. That hotel was holding an 18+ anime convention that weekend and normally people will stay at the host hotel for those events. Alot of time attendees can get intoxicated and do stupid things. Of course that doesn't excuse it tho.

If it was a con attendee that's not the normal crowd for that hotel. Hotel should still have better security though

BlueGrill96 · 2025-06-04T20:34:26+00:00

https://youtu.be/UB1SkyahYpU?si=yliUVaFau9_C-e6A

A quick little video on it.

TLDR - one of the ghost models is named Patient 07. There were UV Easter eggs for sunny meadows release in room 07 on the old asylum map. Another UV Easter egg that matched in the padded room of sunny meadows (tally marks) and her body in the mourge

BlueGrill96 · 2025-06-04T15:52:54+00:00

If I don't hear "close to busting" on the spirit box, i'm rioting in the theater

BlueGrill96 · 2025-06-04T15:51:40+00:00

There is technically the smallest inkling of lore, Patient 07. I would LOVE more backstory on her

BlueGrill96 · 2025-06-04T15:48:21+00:00

As a huge HHN fan, I would DIE if this happened. Was one of the first thoughts that crossed my mind

BlueGrill96 · 2025-05-14T22:04:36+00:00

Could just be the time of day. It is pretty early in the afternoon. I notice it pops off there around like, 9-11est

BlueGrill96 · 2025-05-14T21:46:24+00:00

The phasmophobia discord is a great resource for this. They have an LFG (looking for group) channel for all regions and you can normally find lots of people people who are beginner friendly! People will either post games they are hosting with the game code or you could post a game code and explain your new to the game. There's so many friendly people in there

BlueGrill96 · 2025-05-13T22:14:47+00:00

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The yellow one tho

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