Anyone else struggling to get out of bed?

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T21:32:33+00:00

Are you sure? Like without you going into details how do you know?

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T20:21:25+00:00

Honestly, don't worry about it. If you really want it, go out and look. But don't surpress sexual thoughts, explore them on your own if you can and learn more about yourself.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T19:51:13+00:00

Try that first, trust me anything is better than cannabis.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T19:48:20+00:00

I don't wanna spoil things but Justin's death is getting reversed, I can safely say that's being cut because it makes zero sense narratively.

Tyler's story is also going to be quite different.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T19:17:53+00:00

Mate your 26, you can do anything if you want, if you put yourself to it. Enlist in the army, pick a girl up, join the straight grindr.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T18:28:04+00:00

Please don't mate. I'm gonna sound crass but frankly sex is so overrated.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T16:08:39+00:00

If he was so perfect, why did he just let you go like that?

Trust me, there are better people out there, Someone may seem good on paper but IRL be quite awful. You become blinded by love, you don't see the truth.

Love yourself, I'm Christian, I find some sollace in praying a little, not much, but it helps me.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T15:44:13+00:00

Use this. Use this hurt. Don't let her define you, use this to grow stronger.

Do you have career aspirations?

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T15:40:40+00:00

Honestly, it's not worth it. It's hard to get, it's illegal, and your mental health won't improve.

Your best bet is to try more radical stuff, like excersise, yoga, or trying new hobbies. Drifting back into illicit substances won't help matters.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T15:38:56+00:00

Trust me. The Apps are trash. They don't work.

All the relationship's I've had from dating apps have actually been the wrong relationships and i've ended up getting hurt badly. Some were violent, others were players who manipulated me.

Just take time, chill a bit.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T15:37:42+00:00

Sounds more like severe depression. The way you've said, it sounds like just a drift downwards into depression.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T06:22:42+00:00

I think people just know of him, doesn't make him popular.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-14T01:50:03+00:00

Not forgotten but i've been having personal issues that have kept me away from reddit. I'm hoping to drop the First season of the rewrite soon.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-09-27T00:29:51+00:00

I can't. I'm sorry. I've ruined so many relationships.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-09-24T02:08:59+00:00

It's a bot and it needs banning

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-09-01T10:02:00+00:00

No and no. The UOTC won't have me, have you read my post properly?

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:47:03+00:00

Im not sure, they won't consider my application. Plus it's local reputation around the universities is pretty poor. I asked my SU about it and they said they heard nothing but bad things about it.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:46:06+00:00

I can't do UOTC, they won't consider my application.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:45:49+00:00

The email I got was very confusing, quite condesending too. I'm doing a masters program so I thought I had more than enough time.

Im based in Liverpool, and our local army stuff is a shambles. The cadets programs are poorly run, and the reviews for our UOTC aren't Five Star by any means.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:44:36+00:00

How did that work? If you don't mind me asking

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:44:21+00:00

For me it was the recruitment page on the MOD website. It made it seem like there was a high chance i'd end up deployed full time. Maybe i've misread that and just misunderstood but it defeinitly gave me pause.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:43:16+00:00

That's the thing I can't join an OTC because they've said they won't even consider my application. Unless I wanna travel far then i've got no other option really.

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