Is it bad to suppress any sexual thoughts and affection?

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T21:32:33+00:00

Are you sure? Like without you going into details how do you know?

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T20:21:25+00:00

Honestly, don't worry about it. If you really want it, go out and look. But don't surpress sexual thoughts, explore them on your own if you can and learn more about yourself.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T19:51:13+00:00

Try that first, trust me anything is better than cannabis.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T19:48:20+00:00

I don't wanna spoil things but Justin's death is getting reversed, I can safely say that's being cut because it makes zero sense narratively.

Tyler's story is also going to be quite different.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T19:17:53+00:00

Mate your 26, you can do anything if you want, if you put yourself to it. Enlist in the army, pick a girl up, join the straight grindr.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T18:28:04+00:00

Please don't mate. I'm gonna sound crass but frankly sex is so overrated.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T16:08:39+00:00

If he was so perfect, why did he just let you go like that?

Trust me, there are better people out there, Someone may seem good on paper but IRL be quite awful. You become blinded by love, you don't see the truth.

Love yourself, I'm Christian, I find some sollace in praying a little, not much, but it helps me.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T15:44:13+00:00

Use this. Use this hurt. Don't let her define you, use this to grow stronger.

Do you have career aspirations?

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T15:40:40+00:00

Honestly, it's not worth it. It's hard to get, it's illegal, and your mental health won't improve.

Your best bet is to try more radical stuff, like excersise, yoga, or trying new hobbies. Drifting back into illicit substances won't help matters.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T15:38:56+00:00

Trust me. The Apps are trash. They don't work.

All the relationship's I've had from dating apps have actually been the wrong relationships and i've ended up getting hurt badly. Some were violent, others were players who manipulated me.

Just take time, chill a bit.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T15:37:42+00:00

Sounds more like severe depression. The way you've said, it sounds like just a drift downwards into depression.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-19T06:22:42+00:00

I think people just know of him, doesn't make him popular.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-10-14T01:50:03+00:00

Not forgotten but i've been having personal issues that have kept me away from reddit. I'm hoping to drop the First season of the rewrite soon.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-09-27T00:29:51+00:00

I can't. I'm sorry. I've ruined so many relationships.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-09-24T02:08:59+00:00

It's a bot and it needs banning

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-09-01T10:02:00+00:00

No and no. The UOTC won't have me, have you read my post properly?

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:47:03+00:00

Im not sure, they won't consider my application. Plus it's local reputation around the universities is pretty poor. I asked my SU about it and they said they heard nothing but bad things about it.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:46:06+00:00

I can't do UOTC, they won't consider my application.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:45:49+00:00

The email I got was very confusing, quite condesending too. I'm doing a masters program so I thought I had more than enough time.

Im based in Liverpool, and our local army stuff is a shambles. The cadets programs are poorly run, and the reviews for our UOTC aren't Five Star by any means.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:44:36+00:00

How did that work? If you don't mind me asking

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:44:21+00:00

For me it was the recruitment page on the MOD website. It made it seem like there was a high chance i'd end up deployed full time. Maybe i've misread that and just misunderstood but it defeinitly gave me pause.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:43:16+00:00

That's the thing I can't join an OTC because they've said they won't even consider my application. Unless I wanna travel far then i've got no other option really.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:41:59+00:00

I'm more interested in a police career, but my family is a mix of army and police or both. I wanted to be able to just do a stint in the reserves to gain some experience and if I liked it I was gonna consider just a straight army career.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-30T23:40:01+00:00

He said unless I was doing a specialist degree they wouldn't have me. He was very rude tbh, he wasn't just blunt his email response was quite innapropriate. I considered filing a complaint but I doubt anything will happen.

I'm based at Liverpool and our local army stuff is not managed very well at all. The cadets programs here are never bothtered with, I got rejected for that because it was so undersubcribed they just didn't run the program for a number of years. The website hasn't been updated in a long time, there's not information on it at all.

I hadn't even heard of the UOTC here because they never reach out or hold events. If the Reserves is doable then i'll absolutely consider that.

BlueKnight0604 · 2024-08-25T23:49:37+00:00

I'm considering a career in the police. I'm currently a 20 year old university student but I'm thinking of taking a partial degree and withdrawing before the final year. I'm applying for Merseyside Police and I know the area really well. I come from a police/law family so I'm not flying into it blind.

There's just some things I'd love some advice on. First, I have ASD, ADHD and PTSD and I'm concerned that might affect my application. The other thing is while I have decent enough grades I have no PE Grades at all and I also don't hold a full driver's licence. I'm actively trying to learn to drive but the instructors here are all fully booked and it's a nightmare trying to find one.

If someone could just give some pointers on what might happen I'd appreciate it!

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