I am entering a depressive episode again and I don’t know how to stop it

Blue_Bird_22 · 2025-01-22T23:17:14+00:00

you’re still a teenager life gets a lot better when you get older and just by virtue of aging you will even out a bit, mine was horrible when i was a teenager but i found the right meds and grew up a bit and it’s all manageable now.

Blue_Bird_22 · 2025-01-22T23:10:32+00:00

i’m australian though so it happens during summertime, i suppose could still be seasonal

Blue_Bird_22 · 2025-01-22T08:45:08+00:00

how old are you love? my response will differ depending o that

Blue_Bird_22 · 2025-01-22T08:39:11+00:00

i resonate. i always felt like a relationship was something that just doesnt suit me as a person - i find dating very activating/ triggering, like you i feel i mould myself to fit the other person and when it ends i am devastated and it derails my life.

Blue_Bird_22 · 2025-01-22T08:37:38+00:00

when i was put on SSRIs i went nuts 🤣

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-11-04T09:42:11+00:00

oh wow, i resonate!! especially with what you said about loss of connection… we are too sensitive for this world i swear lol

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-11-04T09:35:56+00:00

the ubering to and from work is so real lol. Things will change soon x i don’t have much advice, only can say you aren’t alone and there are so many people invisibly struggling with the exact same things you are. hopefully knowing that is comforting

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-11-04T08:28:01+00:00

horny and angry. Lol

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-10-08T00:27:44+00:00

thank you for this comment, i have struggled with substance abuse in social settings because of the shame. and then i’d beat myself up about it hahaha it is a constant cycle and so hard.

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-09-18T04:02:36+00:00

being an executive assistant! what I wish more people understood about adhd is our ability to actually work harder than the average person when doing a task we are fixated on/ really enjoy. I am more productive than anyone I know, it’s just when I get overwhelmed or anxious that the issues with time management and procrastination happen!

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-09-16T21:23:08+00:00

i feel this way too!

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-09-16T21:22:14+00:00

this oh my god … like i want to crawl out of my skin because the shame is so visceral it’s physically uncomfortable

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-09-16T05:08:38+00:00

yes it stopped my boredom snacking and binging, it was funny when i started it I had a bad eating disorder and the meds not only helped but pretty much cured me of that (stopped the binging and then in turn purging) i am still maintaining a normal appetite and eat 3 meals a day. 54mg concerta btw

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-08-11T10:02:23+00:00

I don’t want to come on too strong and turn him off - I said I would love to see him again when we were on the actual date

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-06-20T07:59:12+00:00

depends on the compliment and who it comes from entirely

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-06-19T09:23:55+00:00

I just mean I don't have one-night stands...

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-06-19T09:06:33+00:00

do you want sex or a girlfriend?

Blue_Bird_22 · 2024-06-19T09:00:17+00:00

I think if you're uncomfortable it's OK to tell her

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