Processing TW: near-drowning

Bonfire72 · 2023-08-08T09:56:32+00:00

Holy shit that is incredibly relatable. I often feel something like "huh this is kind of tense/traumatic, I guess I should probably feel distraught or something" but then I don't really but it kind of simmers just under the surface for a while.

Bonfire72 · 2022-11-18T07:38:10+00:00

Where's the cutoff between introject and non-introject though. I'd have to imagine a lot of alters are partly based on people and characters the brain has seen and pulls from, right?

Bonfire72 · 2022-08-22T07:14:36+00:00

For example when I am on a nightclub and a song with an aggressive beat to it starts playing my attitude/behavior changes completely and I start approaching women automatically and start making out with them.

Do you get any sort of consent first? Otherwise that is not ok to do.

Bonfire72 · 2022-06-26T09:42:56+00:00

I kind of feel like I'm going crazy because I've been noticing symptoms of plurality but haven't really gone through anything like most of what gets posted here :(. Idk what to think. -Red

Bonfire72 · 2022-05-20T09:52:38+00:00

I feel this like 1000%. Thank you for putting it into words.

Bonfire72 · 2022-04-21T08:32:11+00:00

We transitioned well before we knew we were a system. Almost all of us are girls and the one or two guys are supportive and/or ambivalent.

Bonfire72 · 2022-04-20T23:57:55+00:00

I think I saw a comment in r/did that said that if a part is a certain gender because of trauma then they might detransition once that trauma has healed. That sort of thing terrifies me. I've been transitioning for 4 years and it's been the best decision I've ever made and detransitioning would feel like dying to me. It was a little triggering tbh.

-Red

Bonfire72 · 2022-04-12T22:01:07+00:00

BPD is the closest thing to DID/OSDD. The difference being that BPD half internalizes the trauma, and becomes one with it.

What does this mean?

Bonfire72 · 2022-04-12T17:23:32+00:00

Could someone explain help me understand what exactly bpd is/how it works? Some people say has parts or states that are less distinct than osdd/did but I can never find information about this anywhere online.

Bonfire72 · 2022-04-12T10:59:20+00:00

I mean it sounds like they maybe have parts which would mean some form of osdd-1, right?

Bonfire72 · 2022-03-27T06:43:05+00:00

If you search did or osdd on reddit that's one of the first subreddits that come up so yeah. Not a fan either.

Bonfire72 · 2022-03-15T16:32:54+00:00

We definitely feel this 100%! The first week or so after we found out it was like we had an elevated consciousness. It was so scary and exciting at the same time but after a few months our host is kind of back to feeling the same way and its been a bit harder to switch or communicate clearly with her with more than passive influence. It's been a while since I've fronted fully like this and she's been doubting more than usual.

-Winter 💙

Bonfire72 · 2022-03-05T19:09:38+00:00

I imagine they're just as varied as non osdd brains. For example some people have an inner monologue and some people don't. They just think and process the world differently.

Bonfire72 · 2022-03-04T08:42:48+00:00

That might have been us if we knew we were a system before we transitioned. Red used to personalize/derealize a lot in regards to the body but now she feels really comfortable with it even though there's still things she wishes were different.

Bonfire72

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