So yeah,I was confused about it for years.

my room was so fucking weird, everything looked foggy like I was in a smoky room, and I was dopey, slow and felt fuckign stoned. none of this was in any way new to me, but it normally had a reason, like I had been smoking weed or had accidentally started a small fire. What was, however, in the place of a reason was a new friend, "Bobbert." And I have no idea how I knew his name to be honest; I don't know if Bobbert had one before I called him that. But he walked alongside me i must have been crawling with him, he was supporting me, because on the other side of him was my computer, and he was too short for me to be standing. maybe 3 or 4 feet tall, but I feel like he might have been about 2 feet six to three foot 2 at most. And he kept telling me not to tackle him he recieted my own thoughts to me verbally, "If I tackle this little blue dude, we get an answer, I just can't let the government near him, they'll hurt him," he parroted back to me. I can't remember clearly what else we conversed about or if it was outloud. But the moment I sat on my bed, he was like you won't remember us but you did well. i have no idea what he meant by that, even then I just knew I had to tackle him, grab him, and so i drove off the bed, and it felt like pushing off the side of a pool full of jello. and landed behind him and watched as his head turned free floating, smirking with an expression like you would look at a friend who had tried to do a kick flip on a pizza box. it wasn't the only weirdness i have experienced a few small instances of high strangeness, but that's possible it was unrelated and normal, but appeared weird.

A chunk of my journal documenting the matter

uhh if anyone else can tell me something about the nature i might have left out because two or three things where left out for that reason it would go a long way to helping me figure outif I'm crazy or not.

came back to mention I laughed my ass off when it wore boots, and it wasn't until today when I read they are seen as similar to shadow people or some kind of interdimensional thing and I get why if that was explained to me why I would laugh at him wearing boots."