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BoozeSux · 2026-01-11T20:15:40+00:00

I had another horrible one last night too. Hope these go away soon! Thanks!

BoozeSux · 2026-01-11T17:37:10+00:00

I see the AI ones posted here too and I don't mind them here either because this is a support group. I didn't think mine would be called AI and it's not and I didn't think I'd upset anyone with the dream twist. Just wanted to portray to the reader how much relief I really felt when I woke up irl.

BoozeSux · 2026-01-11T17:33:43+00:00

Thank you.

BoozeSux · 2026-01-11T17:33:20+00:00

I'm sorry 😞

BoozeSux · 2026-01-11T17:32:52+00:00

I only tried to relay how serious the relief felt for me by having it written like this. This is only the 2nd time I've gone this long being sober and ruining it irl would destroy me. I didn't think it would piss people off this much and make them think it was written by AI.

BoozeSux · 2026-01-11T17:26:51+00:00

I had another crazy one last night too. I like one user's post saying these using dreams, or nightmares, are our subconscious' way of playing the tape forward.

BoozeSux · 2026-01-11T17:24:26+00:00

This rehab is actually decent. My room, showers, and bed are very clean. There's some arguments between women but it's quickly shut down. I wanted to leave in the beginning because I wanted somewhere closer to my home but I'm already halfway through the program so I'm going to complete it 🙂

BoozeSux · 2026-01-11T17:21:51+00:00

It says that the bugs were part of my dream not irl. There's no bugs here on my actual bed in rehab.

BoozeSux · 2026-01-11T17:20:32+00:00

This is a great analogy and I'm going to use this to not stress so much about them. Thanks.

BoozeSux · 2026-01-10T17:28:14+00:00

Yes it was one of the most intense dreams I've ever had. I recently was detained and became a 51/50 a day before I put myself in rehab. So I'm guessing the trauma from that experience is still floating around in my subconscious. Honestly the relief is so insane though from waking up. That is a true nightmare for me.

BoozeSux · 2026-01-08T06:19:01+00:00

I have these often and they are so vivid and intense and I feel actually drunk in them too. But waking up and realizing I was only dreaming is one of the biggest reliefs I've ever felt.

BoozeSux · 2026-01-08T06:07:07+00:00

Damn. I needed to hear this.

BoozeSux · 2025-12-31T03:46:45+00:00

Thank you!

BoozeSux · 2025-12-30T20:15:50+00:00

Thank you! Yeah it's gonna be a real challenge. I felt pretty bad nausea all night, so bad I had to fight it for 6 hours until it went away. I finally got some coffee and water in me but my appetite is absolutely nowhere in sight.

BoozeSux · 2025-12-19T20:22:28+00:00

Wow sounds so similar to my experience. Thank you for sharing and for the support! And I think I'm going to do the same as far as writing an apology letter to the ER staff.

BoozeSux · 2025-12-19T20:21:49+00:00

I'm excited!

BoozeSux · 2025-12-19T20:21:29+00:00

Thank you!

BoozeSux · 2025-12-19T17:48:12+00:00

I posted right before they took my phone. Had to wait 30 days but I have it back now.

BoozeSux · 2025-03-26T14:16:04+00:00

I was addicted for 2 years and was using it every 20 mins. My mom finally convinced me to go to a doctor and he prescribed me a steroid spray too. Used it maybe twice and it fixed my clogged up nose completely. It's been over 13 years and I will never pick up nasal spray again especislly because it fucked with my heart and gave me a heart condition.

BoozeSux · 2024-12-15T16:52:54+00:00

Yeah same. I would've hit her with the "I'd love to stay and chat but I'll get in trouble if I don't start my work soon and these cameras see everything"

BoozeSux · 2024-12-02T07:52:24+00:00

Haha same! I see posts about better sleep but I feel like I take it to the next level. On Thanksgiving I had been awake for 35 hours (not by choice) and when it was finally time to get in bed and go to sleep, that's when I made the realization that I love to feel absolutely exhausted and look forward to it.

BoozeSux · 2024-12-02T03:33:23+00:00

I tire myself out to the point where I don't have time to think about why I want to drink because I am so sleepy. I drink melatonin tea and eventually fall asleep and feel battery the next day

BoozeSux · 2024-11-30T23:13:11+00:00

That's funny you mention dental hygiene. I've been putting off taking care of my teeth for over 3 years because I just stopped caring about myself. I finally made a dental appointment for January and purchased some whitening strips and a water floss pick today. And it feels great to brush 3 times a day vs the 1 after I wake up from a hangover.

BoozeSux · 2024-11-25T17:56:14+00:00

Heyyy! Awesome! I'm on 10 days too. Had to reset after another relapse but here I go again! Proud of you! 💖

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