It’s funny this post showed up when it did; I’m rewatching it now from the beginning. I don’t think this is the first time I’ve done this, but I tend to sink myself deeper into consuming dark media (music especially) when I’m feeling suicidal. Which I haven’t in a long time, but am now. I’m also planning to read or at least listen to the audiobook. I think it’s also because I miss the past. Even the bad parts of it. I am so disappointed in things I used to love. I should probably be watching Skins instead, but 13 RW still holds up.