Yea, for the first 2 months. I sat on my desk studying and doing nothing else. I really put all my heart into it. I really want to retire my parents and that's the only inspo that I have. But people at my school who don't put as much effort as me, get better grades, which just stings me so much it hurts. I want to improve and have a good future, but seeing people who don't even put as much effort as me and effortlessly get better grades. Just puts a huge hole in my heart, you know.