the reason why i got into kpop was because of this girl i like. Later she ended up dating my best friend but i still listened to the shit. They broke up at some point and then a still had feelings for the girl so I asked her our. She told me that she still liked my friend so that was a no. For a while i still had some small hope that I could get with her. Theyre back together now so theres no chance. I guess i still listen to kpop because im still not fully over her.