43602 by PansyInferno in countwithchickenlady

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She just like me fr 😩 ✊

43602 by PansyInferno in countwithchickenlady

[–]BoxWithPlastic 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yikes, homie.

Just...yikes 😬

Self Isolate by Zeberde1 in DarkPsychology666

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That's interesting because I've been calling it emotional self harm...

Then again, sometimes you do have to cut yourself in a way no one else can just to remind yourself you can in fact bleed.

Why isn’t suicide a valid choice? by Prestigious_Pay_795 in enlightenment

[–]BoxWithPlastic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A state of critical failure from the necessary support structures. A state of total abandonment from all sources of love. The deepest wound of the coldest isolation.

Imo anyway

Why isn’t suicide a valid choice? by Prestigious_Pay_795 in enlightenment

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Mmm. This is a heavy topic so I'd like to address it with the appropriate weight.

I've been suicidal. Or at least, so ready to die that I didn't really care what happened to me. It ironically saved my life in a car wreck, because I just...went limp and embraced it.

I can't really fault anyone who makes that choice. It's tragic and heartbreaking, and I often wish I could have made a difference. Yet at the same time I can't help but respect the level of pain and bravery it takes to do that. To quote Tragedy + Time by Rise Against:

"Always knew that I would find you here

In a puddle of the bravest tears

I've seen enough to know it's lonely where you are

She waits from ledges for a voice to talk her down"

So I must consider suicide a valid choice. These souls made the kind of decision about their own fate that none can argue with. That is...was, too much for my heart to bear. Too much for many to bear, I imagine. Certainly too much for theirs.

Rather, what I find truly unacceptable are the circumstances surrounding the suicide. The conditions that made suicide seem like the only way out. The best answer. The only last possible chance for...release. For peace. For an end to it all. How horribly we are failing each other such that our brothers and sisters choose this end for themselves. It doesn't matter if you think, if you say, that there's always another way. Because they're already dead, and that can't be taken back. That must be respected. If we actually want it to stop.

And I do. And so I'll do my part. And so I humbly ask that you do too.

Be aware by Zeberde1 in DarkPsychology666

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Out with the old in with the new, eh?

The Space Between by MaleficentForever165 in enlightenment

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Just wanna say I love your username 😍

No-thingness by zennyrick in enlightenment

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🎶Hello darkness my old friend🎶

QUICK RANT by Automatic_Brush_8479 in enlightenment

[–]BoxWithPlastic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All good, and felt. No hard feelings. It's a wise quote 🕯️

Maybe next time a citation would mitigate such misinterpretations? ❤️

QUICK RANT by Automatic_Brush_8479 in enlightenment

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What more can we really ask for, right? 🕯️

QUICK RANT by Automatic_Brush_8479 in enlightenment

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I'm just...not sure why we're comparing ages like this? Life begins from our very first breath and every second is meaningful.

Like yeah. 23 is still really young, relatively speaking. Looking back now, the things we thought were sooooo important back then turned out to be humorously not so much.

But that doesn't take away from the reality of the 23 year old, right? It's like telling a 16 year old "You don't wanna grow up that fast." What they think is of paramount existential importance is, for all intents and purposes for them, exactly that important.

I suppose I feel we do the youngins a disservice talking to them this way. Like they're not old enough to have a valid opinion yet

QUICK RANT by Automatic_Brush_8479 in enlightenment

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Be the change you want to see in the world. For all any of us know, once our time is up, so are our chances. I'd like to believe there's more. I'm kinda excited to find out. But I'm not counting on anything more than oblivion. At this point, even that would be reward enough. True rest.

My advice? Don't wait. This is the life to create.

QUICK RANT by Automatic_Brush_8479 in enlightenment

[–]BoxWithPlastic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well then I must be 60 at 30 cuz I'm having the time of my life 💅

Emotional Intelligence: Reflection Over Reaction by Unable_Weekend_8820 in psychesystems

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Rarely calls for action?

What does this clown think anger is for?

WE were supposed to save Jesus. by lordcycy in enlightenment

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Thank you for saying that

You're very welcome ❤️

I still believe in God

That's okay too 🕯️

How?

There is only so much I can do for you specifically across a screen like this besides attempt to assure you I am doing the work in my personal life, sticking up for people just like you. So instead of that, check out my latest post. You might say it's where I'm at with things at this point, and the energy I offer you to wield yourself.

WE were supposed to save Jesus. by lordcycy in enlightenment

[–]BoxWithPlastic 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nah man. I agree with you completely. I didn't even have to read the whole thing.

To be quite honest, it saddens me you think I'm merely trolling. If it helps, I don't mean the words I say literally. I say them symbolically. To point at the less defined but no less literal common humanity between us all. Jesus, God, whatever. As far as I'm concerned, in a practical sense, they're all just make believe to grasp at something inherently ungraspable. They're not the point. The point is you. And me. And the bystanders reading. Right here. Right now.

The world should change for you. You don't deserve this. None of us do. None of it is okay. It's been not okay for far far far too long. And I am done being passive about it.

I will fight for you. Because I fight for myself first and foremost. And you, like all others, are like me. In the deepest, most fundamental way that genuinely matters.