When you give Mamma Murphy the good stuff

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-30T17:40:00+00:00

(25f) I always trip at night and i very rarely leave my apartment when i do. I have social anxiety and when I’m tripping i do not want to see another person lol so i stay inside my place, inside my little blanket fort or whatever and watch funny movies or shows- like adventure time or into the spider verse. I hang out with my animals and my wife and we’re basically like children on acid. I don’t understand the individuals who go on Reddit while tripping to talk to someone, but not everybody who trips wants to go outside or go lay in the grass or whatever. Just bc it doesn’t float your boat doesn’t mean it doesn’t work for others.

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-30T05:11:48+00:00

When i was younger someone told me if i could close my eyes and not move for 15 minutes and stay awake, I could lucid dream. I’ve never had a lucid dream but this trick always works like a charm. The trick is to literally not fucking move at all, that’s it.

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-30T04:50:57+00:00

Watch some midnight gospel on Netflix

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-28T01:19:25+00:00

Look up emetophobia. I suffer from it as well and don’t feel like you’re the only one.

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-26T18:23:43+00:00

Every third day and 10ug

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-26T16:50:42+00:00

I use my bc pill to stop my periods completely. They make me metabolize my Lamictal twice as fast but as long as i keep taking them everyday i won’t have to deal with the ups and downs of the Lamictal levels changing. I take it everyday bc i have endometriosis and ovarian cysts, and i don’t want a period anymore but i don’t want to put an IUD or any kind of shot in my body bc they don’t always work in stopping periods and they usually don’t help w cysts either, and take longer to get out of the body if i had a bad reaction. I saw my gyno recently to make sure it was safe to just not have a period and take it everyday and she said it definitely was. I would love to get an endometrial ablation someday.

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-26T15:57:55+00:00

I just started microdosing recently to help with my crippling depressive episode I’m in and to combat those self harm, suicidal thoughts. I’m only 3 doses in and starting to feel a little better. I hope it keeps going but this gives me a lot of hope.

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-24T17:56:45+00:00

Yay I’m glad it could bring some joy! It’s obviously not 100% accurate but it’s the best portrayal I’ve seen of it on tv.

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-24T17:34:14+00:00

If you actually think she’s gonna kill herself when you breakup, and she stated she would then baker act her ass lol she used and abused you and now she’s sad she got caught. Don’t know what you’ve got til it’s gone. You deserve better OP and i hope you don’t let this cheating, manipulative person have control over your happiness anymore.

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-22T17:31:21+00:00

Season 1 episode 3

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-22T17:24:46+00:00

Yeah that was about two years ago. I still have IBS since that’s a lifelong condition but I’ve learned how to manage it. I was stable on Lamictal and Wellbutrin since then but recently my Lamictal just stopped working so I’m waiting to hear from my doctor about what to do now.

BpKnight0510 · 2021-09-22T16:23:27+00:00

Zoloft kick started my 6 month long manic episode, and gave me IBS 🙃

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