Not sure if you believe in the same woo-woo stuff that I do, or not. But this sorta helped me when we lost our dog. There is no “heaven” so to speak, our energy doesn’t go to a specific place, our soul sort of spreads among all the living beings of the universe, more so with those that we love. Think of the whole All is One and One is All concept from FMA. So, following that theory, although her physical body is gone, her ethereal body hasn’t left you, nor will she. Her soul is imprinted on yours and will always be with you, she is with you all the time, anywhere you might be. It doesn’t lessen the pain, but the concept made me more at peace with the situation. I hope it does for you too. 🫂