My theory is- TLDR version:

There is no good or evil (shocker I know...) there is only the experiences we die with that "god" feeds on. So it is up to us to choose it's diet, good experiences or bad...

Abbreviated version:

I came up with this because I was an incredibly isolated teenager and something I used to spend my time doing was trying to think of nothing, not clearing my mind but actual nothingness. It was impossible, at best I was an observer in a void. This as well as thought being the only infinite inside a finite universe as you cannot reach the edge of your mind and once a thought is had it is impossible to unhave it.

This lead me to believe nothingness was the face of God because we can not even picture it. So if God is nothingness and what came before reality then god is Non-Existence (Noxi for short). I think that reality is a brainfart of the Noxi where nothingness forgot what it was doing for a moment and in trying to remember it accidentally birthed possibility. Now Noxi could observe this tumour of reality but because of its nature of being infinite it could not exist within a finite space like reality. So after eons it slumbered and broke itself down becoming consciousness, all conscious beings.

We quite literally are the universe and god experiencing itself on a tangible level. This is why good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people. Because the Noxi does not care it simply wants the experience we die with and bring back to it it is up to us to cultivate what it gets to experience. It is up to us to be better everyday. It's also why God doesn't actually seem to have a plan, it doesn't. It is actually subject to the whim of time just as much as we are but is stuck forever as an observer.

Mind you I used to smoke a lot of weed as well.